You know its gunnu get better

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Ok hi guys, I really do apologise for not updating regularly. I know it must be so bloody annoying. But this is GOIG to be the last chapter as I'm not really feeling like it's going anywhere and I just have so much stress and shit on my plate right now. But if you do want me to continue then I will just for you guys, but make sure to text me in the comments if you do want me to continue, I just can't promise there will be regular updates. But if this is the last chapter then I just want to say a massive thank you to all my readers and supporters for this book, the beginning is shit and doesn't even make sense 😂 but you all stuck to it and have read it all the way through so thank you, I couldn't have done it without you honestly. I may re do some of the chapters I may not it depends but once again a massive thank you to you all!hope this book wasn't to boring 😋
On with the last chapter...

There were a few complications with the plane tickets and all that shit so I had to stay for a month, but I was fine with that, it Kent I got to spend a week with green day on tour where as if I left when I was meant to then I would have had to meet them later on, knows me I still will.
So there I was sat in their studio smiling like an idiot as I watched Billie, Mike and tre play brutal love.
Half easy through the song Michael face timed me so I had the camera on green day until the song was over and then waved goodbye to them and went into the living room to let them finish their last day of practice.
I am going on tour with them for a week before going home to the boys and I'm actually pretty exited.

*****

The week went by in a flash and tomorrow I was going back home to the boys. I had so may mixed emotions right now that I literally could not function properly. Like holy crap.
All the boys kept texting, ringing and face timing me showing me what they were up to and Michael has been sending me some really sweet texts lately and has even sent me over a few things.... My heart.
He even cried more than Ashton did when they found out I was coming home. Bless his little cotton socks.
He is my kitten and my slice to my pizza.
I was watching the boys from back stage trying. To take as much of it in as I possibly could taking photos and videos. That was until tre abandoned the drums and pulled me on and so I took a bunch of selfies with the crowd and green day on stage and even plagued the drums while tre took pics of me. I then took my phone waved good bye to the crowd and went back to watching backstage.
I had to admit I did want to stay but I knew the decision I had made was the right one and I just wish the boys were here with me watching this show right now.
I talked to their support act and we all took some selfies and they said I better come and visit green day and them during the tour and I ended up promising them I would. Now I have to come back. Not that I don't want to but knowing me I'm just going to forget and I will have to drag the boys with me. So they better not be busy otherwise that means I'll be coming alone. And I will miss the boys terribly.
Finally the show was over and they all had a shower and got dressed into some non sweaty clothes. Then we just chilled out until a security member gave us the good to go and we all rounded up the instruments and bags and made our way back to the tour bus.
When everything was all out away I began to pack the things I had chosen to take back with me. Of corse I pretty much left everything with me seeing as I will be staying at billies more than once and he said e would leave my room as it is and will not let anyone use it as a spare room as it is mine.
Then when everything was packed we made our way to a hotel where a huge black SUV would then take us to the airport and I would say goodbye to dad. He tried to come on the trip with me but I said he needed to get back to his tour and eventually I won.
As soon as we got to the hotel we got ready for bed and watched to for hours until I was already asleep on dad.
Suddenly I was woken up by dad who was whispering for me to get ready.
Groaning I realised that my flight was at five in the morning and it was currently two am. Fuck.
I got ready still half asleep and dad had to help me quite a lot. He was already ready so I had no idea what time he got up and to be honest I didn't want to ask

*****

I was sitting on the plane alone by the window. Saying goodbye to green day was very very hard indeed but I knew I'd be seeing them on tour again very soon so I was just hanging onto that happy thought. And I'm on my way to the boys!!
I clutched the chair as we took off. God I hate taking off it gives me such bad anxiety. I blasted some green day and got to sad so I moved to blink 182 and listened to carousel. God I love that song.

Finally the plane landed and I was up and already waiting for a space between everyone so I could slip in and get out of this stuffy air craft.
When I was finally walking down the steps I looked around frantically looking for four familiar faces and squealed running down the steps missing four with each leap.
There they were all crying and running towards me.
This, this was the right decision.

The end -

Ok I tried to leave it on a good note but if you really want me to continue I will! If you want to see more of lyric and Michael and what will happen when she goes back on tour taking the boys with her for a week.
But if no one comments saying they want me to continue then this is the end and I hope you liked it!!!
Love you all and once again thanks for the support!!!

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