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Wait. Where am I? Didn't I die? It this the middle of heaven or hell? Do I even believe in all that? Why aren't I dead? Is this what it's like when your dead?
I couldn't feel my body. The only thing that was conscious is my mind. That's it.
Images flashed through my mind of the boys and I wanted to cry. What if I never see them again?
Suddenly as if someone had manically clicked a finger I was aware of my body. But it felt heavy and limp. Like a dead body's.... No I can't be dead. If I am this is toucher..... This is hell...

I don't know how long I've been in this state but I was just about to give up when I began to hear muffled voices.
I couldn't make them out.
I suddenly saw two paths to take. I knew one was to death it's self and one was life.
I was mentally tired and felt weak and defenceless. I was about to go down deaths rout when the voices became more clear.
It's was Ashton and Michael! And Luke and Calum's!
Oh my fucking god their voices have never sounded so angelic before in my life.
When I looked back towards the paths I realised they had switched. I had no idea what one would save me and what one would bring me to death...
Then I heard Ashton's voice.
"Come on baby... I know you won't leave us....show your heart your worth being beaten for.... Please don't leave me..."
Then there was Michael
"Hey ash, she's strong, she'll pull through I just know it"

Ok I had to get back to them. But the thing was... What path do I take? I had no idea which was which?! I would be groaning and screaming in frustration if I could right now.
I then herd their voices again.
"Hey, lyric its Michael, look you gotta come back,I'm sorry,'but if you did go, I wouldn't be able to continue, I know you wouldn't want that of me but I just don't have life when your not there, but, I will try my very best to stay happy and try to continue for you, I just can't promise anything, but if you want to go.....i-if the state you are in is causing you pain... We don't want you in pain, we will let you let go... If you want to, but I know that you will make it so I don't need to think about you... P-passing, I don't know if you can hear me or not, some people say people in a coma can, the boys are just going to get a doctor. It's time to put you in your own room so we can sleep in there with you! Yeah they all went to go and get one doctor, but they did it so I could have some time alone with my strong ass girlfriend, so you know what I always picture before life and death?
I picture deaths path looking like a path that would take you to life, so when people walk down it it's taking them to death, but the path to life is just a normal boring everyday path that is worn down, when people choose that path it shows that they were in fact brave because they had no idea what so ever as to what would happen to them and was greeted with a reward of a second chance of life"

He stopped talking and I'm taking it the others were back.
Then a minute later I heard Michael say.
"We're in your new room!" I could tell he was crying.
More images flashed through my head of my past, this time starting from the first memory I could remember.
All I could do was stay quiet and helpless as I watched unable to do anything to stop them.
I had no idea how long that went for on but I think something happened to me during the flashbacks...
I remember just blacking out completely then suddenly retiring to the state I was once in when my mind first came alive again and now I'm in the position I was in when Michael was talking to me.
What happened?...

Ashton's POV:

We was all sitting around her bed in pure silence not wanting to say a word. We wouldn't talk about what happened and why it did. It was to much. She looked dead. I know u shouldn't be thinking like that but it's true, she looked so pale...to pale...death pale, then I realised something was up, she didn't look that pale a minute ago. I stood up making everyone else jump.
"Ash?" Calum croaked
"Something wrong" I said in a panic
"Ash nothing wrong" Luke sighed
"There is, I can feel it"
Then as if on cue her heart monitor went dead......
Michael was already out of the room and soon we were all chucked outside as nurses rushed in.
"oh god, oh god" I said going into a panic attack as I sank to the floor.
"Dude come on breath!" Michael said in a panic but he soon joined me on the floor curled into a ball sobbing his heart out.
Calum screaming trying to get into the room while a broken hearted Luke held him back.
We were all a mess and I don't think I could carry on in life without her. It then made me realise how much she actually meant to us... Why the hell did we let her leave us like that?!

When I woke up I found myself on a nice comfy chair. I was about to relax into it and try and get back to sleep when everything that had happened hit me like a truck and I sat up with a jolt to see lyric lying in the hospital bed the heart monitor working again... Was is all a dream? No it was to real to be a dream, so does that mean they brought her back? My baby had another chance to live?
I'm not really the praying type but I closed my eyes and out my hands together thanking the Lord for giving my baby another chance to fight for life.

Lyrics POV:
Ok this is killing me, that's it I've had enough, I have got to wake up. I don't know how long I've been like this but I have to wake up. Like, now.
I put in all my effort and strength Into trying to pull myself out of this state.
"Ok sweetie, just let me change your iv, you've been in here for two months, I think it's time to let you go"
No...no i don't want to die anymore! I have to get back to the boys! To Billie!
"No!" I screamed, my eyes flinging open and I sit bolt upright. And scream as nurses come rushing into the room.