5sos adopted me !

Future hearts

The week so far had been fine, I had a few small scares and the nights were shitty but nothing really bad has happened.
I was currently borrowing Jacks laptop to play a game I really liked while they were in sound check.
I sighed getting a little bored and put his laptop away. I couldn't be bothered to go meet them on the stage so I just plugged into my music and sat there patiently waiting for them to all come back.

Finally when they did I felt a little safer, like, if anything happened then I wouldn't be alone.
I pushed the thought away and looked for Ashton seeing as I didn't remember seeing him come in.
I was fussed and spoiled and then I began to get worried. Ashton still hadn't come back.
"Where's ash?" I asked getting up.
"He's taking a really important call, don't worry he'll be back soon" Alex smiled and I nodded saying thanks.
I sighed looking around, god I was so bored right now and I don't know why, have you ever had that? Where even though there's so much to do you suddenly feel bored and don't want to do anything because there just isn't anything you want to do?
Sighing I smiled slightly when All Time Low came on and showed Rian who whooped and started running around hitting the rest of his bands asses.
I giggled and bobbed my head to the music.
Suddenly ash came into the room looking the happiest he's looked in a long time.
He was about to walk towards me when he was called over my the stage crew.
I saw him look a little disappointed as he walked away and I frowned.

Finally they were all completely done and were setting up on stage mucking around and talking, Michael and Jack looked as though they were having the weirdest conversation ever... I'm not even going to ask...
"Hey lyric, you want to have a go on my guitar? I feel I need your magic before I play it on stage" he grinned.
I knew he was just trying to make me happy but I had to give him the 'what the fuck are you on' look making him laugh.
"Please, I love it when you play boulevard of broken dreams" he said giving me a huge Alex smile.
"Ok" I whispered and took his guitar being careful not to drop it or break it in any way.
I began to play and smiled, I hadn't played on a guitar in a very long time and to play on Alex's guitar is just.... Wow.

I am literally dying inside...

I gave him his guitar back and smiled up at him. "Man your do good" he sighed shaking his head and ruffling my hair.
"Why thank you!" I giggled and looked to find Michael waving at me.
"Oh, I think Michael wants me" I said getting up "see ya later" I said before walking over to him.
"What's up?" I asked walking to him.
"Can you check out the food room with me?" He asked and I laughed "have the others abandoned you?" I asked. "No, I would like you to come with me" he smiled.
"Of corse" I grinned and the both of us walked off to the food room.
As we walked in we saw that Calum and Ashton was already in there, God knows where Luke is, probably gone to pee, he's always peeing.
I watched in amusement as Calum and Ashton began to talk about pea soup. Eww no. There is no way I'm having that.
I really wasn't hungry which is unlike me, but hey I can just have something later.
"You coming?" Michael asked getting in the line.
"Oh I'm not really that hungry, I promise I'll get something later" I said and I could see him debating wether to make me eat something or let is slide.
Thankfully, he nodded letting it slide. "You should eat something" Ashton said coming up to me. "She's not hungry, she promised she'd eat later" Michael called and ash sighed and nodded.
"I want to see a plate of food in your hands before I go on stage" I sighed and nodded.
Jack suddenly burst into the room and started nicking the food making me laugh.
He left and everyone was just doing what they were doing as if it was the most normal thing ever.
My chest began to feel weird again but it was the second from last show and I didn't want to ruin it by scaring everyone, it was probably just a false alarm like all the others were.
Shrugging I walked with Michael back to our dressing room. Ok I was starting to get a little scared but I kept quiet.
I managed to sit there without saying anything until they were called on stage. That's where everything went downhill.
I staggered out of the room and tried calling to them but no noise came out. My chest was so tight and my breath came out in wheezes.
I collapsed to the floor causing a echo and that is when everyone turned around.
There was screaming and yelling and I was suddenly in someone's arms.
My heart rate was so slow and I was struggler long to stay conscious. No no no no no I dot want to die! This is it oh my god this is it!
They were my last thoughts before I fell unconscious with everyone panicking and hurrying around me.

Then there was silence....

Ok thanks for those who are holding onto this book 😂 I may not be updating for a while..... Shock... Not lol
But I have my GCSEs so... Fml, anyways sorry to end it on a scary cliffhanger, and don't think oh she will be fine she had to be because... You never know... 😈