~Male crush x male reader~ BOOK ONE!!!

Absolutely Gorgeous (fluff)

Y/N POV:

"It'll be alright, baby. You're just getting your wisdom teeth taken out."

"What if I say something stupid afterward, though?"

C/N snickers a little at my concern, sighing quietly as he pulls into the parking lot of the oral surgeon's office.

"I'm sure anything you say after your surgery can't be that bad."

I look over at him with raised eyebrows.

"Have you seen my subconscious? It's a weird ass place. I don't need those thoughts to be brought outside of my mind after I start to wake up from the anesthesia."

C/N shrugs slightly.

"It's not like I'd record it and post it to YouTube or anything like that, baby."

"Yeah, but you'd keep the recording in your phone and watch it later on for entertainment."

C/N goes to defend himself but stops, nodding a little and acknowledging that my assumption is most likely correct.

"I can't deny that one, really. I would probably do that. I won't do it, though, if it would make you that uncomfortable."

I immediately nod with a small 'please', begrudgingly getting out of the car as he parks it in front of the building. He nods back, putting his phone in his pocket and getting out of the car with me. He locks it with his key fob and holds my hand reassuringly, intertwining his fingers with mine and letting me walk inside the door before him. We hold hands again once he steps inside and lets the door shut behind us.

"Hi! I can get you checked in over here."

C/N guides me over to the counter where a kind-looking corporate goth woman is smiling in front of a computer.

"Your name, hon?"

"Y/N (last name)."

She nods and presses a few keys on her keyboard.

"Alright, perfect. Just to confirm, what's your date of birth?"

"(Insert birthday here)."

She presses another couple keys in front of her computer before looking up at me fully.

"You're actually perfectly on time, Y/N. The surgeon just got an opening from a last minute cancellation. Wanna go in now to get it over with?"

C/N nods to me, wordlessly recommending that I go with her suggestion. I take a small breath and nod to her, myself, telling myself that I can get home sooner if I get the surgery done earlier. She moves her computer mouse a bit and types something in, pressing enter. It takes no less than ten seconds for her to respond back to whatever she was sent, her gentle eyes meeting mine.

"You can go ahead and go with her to room three, okay, Y/N?"

I nod back, reluctantly releasing my husband's hand to follow the nurse.

"See you after the surgery, love."

"See you then..."

I anxiously follow behind the nurse, watching as C/N goes out of view.

~*time skip to after surgery for those reading who have medical anxiety*~

C/N POV:

The nurse from before comes out of the back and calls my name, catching my attention. I look up from my phone, turning it off and putting it in my pocket. I stand up from my seat in the waiting room and follow her to what I presume is the door to Y/N's room.

"The surgery was successful."

I internally sigh in relief knowing that there were no complications.

"Just be aware, though, that Y/N is still partially under. He's still waking up, so he might not make sense for a little while until the anesthesia fully fades."

This is about to be adorable.

"Okay, thank you, ma'am."

The nurse steps aside to give me space to walk into the room, watching me with a soft grin as I do so. A clearly very loopy Y/N looks up at me and instantly smiles, giggling like a schoolgirl and hiding his face behind his hands. I press my lips together to hold back a laugh, instead smiling back at him.

"Hi, there."

"Hiiiiii."

He's so out of it and it's so so cute.

Y/N twirls a bit of his hair around his finger and lets out more precious giggles. 

"Are you single?"

Oh. My. God. I'm melting.

"Oh? Why do you wanna know whether I'm single or not?"

Y/N leans a bit closer to me, giving me the same eyes we shared when he and I first met.

Oh my god gtonsvediafrigbnts-

"Because you are absolutely gorgeous."

I absolutely made the right choice by marrying this man.

I sit down in the chair next to the bed Y/N is laying in.

"You wanna know something, Y/N?"

I say his name and he lets out a shy squeak, his signature nose scrunch showing up like it always does when he's super excited about something.

"Yeah, pretty?"

I boop the tip of his nose lightly.

"You and I are already husbands."

Y/N seems to just light up at the realization, his hands forming fists as he raises them in celebration (stan Stray Kids [if you want]) with a not-so-well-hidden, whispered 'yes!'. I can't help but scoot closer to him and kiss his cheek. He squeals excitedly and looks up at me with huge, adoring doe eyes. 

"Hey husband?"

I want him to call me that all the time now.

"Yes, my baby?"

"I'm sleepy. Can we go home now?"

I'll do absolutely anything for this sweet boy, especially if he keeps talking & acting like this.

"We can definitely go home now."

"Yayyyy, cuddles!"

I think I just fell in love all over again.

"Mhm, you'll definitely be getting cuddles when we get home."

Y/N awkwardly reaches up to for me and slightly puckers his lips for a kiss, my heart skipping a beat at the adorable action. I decide to meet him halfway, leaning down and pressing a small kiss to his lips. He slurs out a soft, 'yay' and immediately starts to fall asleep in my hands. With the help of the nurse, I lift him up out of the bed and into my arms. 

"Thank you, ma'am."

"Not a problem, Sir. Have a good day."

One of the other patients in the waiting room opens the entrance door for me and I smile to him gratefully, mentally thanking myself for parking directly in front of the building. I use one hand to unlock the car, putting the key fob in my pocket and opening the passenger side door. I put Y/N inside and buckle him in, closing the door. I get myself in a few moments later, buckling in and turning on the car. I take one more look at him before shifting my focus on driving safely.