~Male crush x male reader~ BOOK ONE!!!

Fem Fixation (lemon)

Y/N POV:

I swipe to the next video on my for you page and see that it's about Hazbin Hotel (Hazbin Hotel>>>), a smile immediately forming on my face.

"I'm pretty sure Vox is, like... Losing his shit."

Hysterical, maniacal laughter & shooting sounds coming from evil tv man

"Dayummm Papi..."

"No!"

Moth squeak

I immediately crack up loudly at the episode clip, my cheeks & stomach hurting from the intensity of my laughter by the time I'm done. After a couple more loops of the "no!" from Velvette, I decide to move on before I start getting a stomach cramp. The next video, much to my excitement, is a video of one of the many femboy creators I follow.

Ooh, I wonder what this video will be. Probably something hot.

The audio begins playing moments later, the video itself starting with the creator in normal, everyday clothes on and no makeup.

Oh, possibly a transition?

"So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me gooo..."

Just as I previously anticipated, the camera cuts to the creator sitting with his legs spread seductively, fully decked out in feminine attire.

Holy fuck, that never gets old.

"Hey, Y/N. Whatcha watching?"

Oh shit-

I scramble to turn my phone off, chuckling nervously at C/N's question.

"N- nothing. Why?"

He's immediately skeptical, but evidently seems to decide to not question it.

"Alright, then. Will you send me the audio to your 'nothing' video, please? I wanna use it for something later."

I swallow thickly and nod, opening my phone again and tapping the circle in the bottom right corner of the screen. I tap the arrow in the top right corner of the next screen and tap C/N's contact, sending it to him. He glances down at his phone before looking up at me with a wink.

"Thanks, honey."

With that, C/N walks out of the room, my eyes fixed on his thighs as he goes.

He's so gorgeous. He has no idea.

I finally realize that I'm staring directly at his thighs and I blink rapidly to focus, my ears reddening a little from embarrassment at my own actions. I turn my phone back on and go back to tiktok, attempting to distract myself from the memory of what I just saw from my literal roommate. The first video that pops up, however is something that immediately reminds me of just that.

"-no settling down. My text go to your screen, you know better than that. I come ar-"

The video of the femboy wearing a crop top & skirt with boots goes from him standing up to him sitting down on his knees with his back arched at the beat drop. My jaw drops as my eyes scan over his body, my heart skipping a beat. 

I wonder how C/N would look doing something like that...

I pause in my place as I realize what I just thought.

Wait... What did I just say?

I turn off my phone and lean back on the couch, groaning to myself in frustration and running my fingers through my hair.

"Why does C/N's fashion preference have to be one of my biggest weaknesses?" 

I stand up from the couch and decide to try to distract myself, attempting to get rid of at least one form of thirst I'm currently experiencing. I subconsciously use my shirt to cover the area slightly below my hips out of habit, even though I'm not hard. Now having myself covered in advance if needed, I begin strolling in the direction of the kitchen, passing by my roommate's room and my own room in the process.