Imagines ; Kellin Quinn ♡

Ripped Away

You and Kellin have been dating now for 2 years. Sleeping With Sirens was now recording and writing their new album called "Madness". Kellin was so excited for the fans to hear it and hear the ideas. He had just recently been hitting up the studio and been really focused on writing his beautiful songs and lyrics. Which you understood of course, but it was different then before.

You just felt like he was being really distant. And sometimes when he would be writing seem very upset and rude. Kellin just seems very distant and you feel like you did something wrong.

"Kellin cuddle with me." You said sweetly to him as he was sitting next to you on his phone texting away while you two were on the couch watching TV. Or you were.

"Hold on." He said sternly.

You waited awkwardly. It had been 5 minutes and you finally gave up. You got close to him and put your arm around him turning his head to you so you could kiss him. You started making out with him but he didn't seem like he was trying or wanted to. You traveled the kisses down his jawline and he lowered his phone in his hand looking away as you were kissing and sucking on his neck.

"I love you Kellin." You said between kisses.

You traveled back up to his lips and cupped his cheeks desperately demanding to be kissed back. You even crawled onto his lap and began making out with him. You kissed him rougher and more passionately. He pulled away aggressively.

"Kellin. What's wrong." You asked him looking into his green eyes.

"You seem kind of desperate right now." He said annoyed.

"Okay well sorry I wanted some affection from my fucking boyfriend who hasn't talked to me for days and I just keep trying but it doesn't seem like it's working." You got up.

"Fucking unbelievable." You walked out and slammed the door.

You went into your car and just cried. Kellin didn't care. He didn't want you. And you have no idea what's going on with him. He's just been so distant and you can't have this relationship be ripped away. And you pray and cry it won't.

A few days later ~

You and Kellin talked and Kellin apologized. Kellin made reservations tonight for a date to make up for the way he was acting and said he was just "stressed". You didn't believe him but maybe that could change tonight. You wore a black skater dress with a leather jacket and your combat boots. You did a smokey eye and some red lipstick leaving your hair down. Kellin was going to pick you up at 7, and it was 6:45. You sat down on the couch as you tied up your boots waiting for him. The Big Bang Theory was on and you watched it until he would come.

Time went by fast and it was now 8. Kellin was an hour late. You texted and called him and his excuse was that there was an "emergency band meeting". You were hurt deep down inside. You knew he was lying and so you texted Jack asking him if there really was a band meeting.

You: Hey Jack, is Kellin with you guys? He said there was an emergency band meeting or something..

Jack: Um, no we never have those. I'm sorry.

You: Oh. Okay. Thank you..

"Why is he doing this, w-what did I do?!" You laid down on the couch and yelled to no one as you wanted to pull your hair out. You were bawling.

Once you calmed down you decided to go downtown and go to the nearest bar. You needed to get your mind off of him and needed it now. You needed the pain to stop. You went dressed as you were for your date with the makeup now smeared. You didn't care. You parked your car and grabbed your real ID since you now are 21, as you opened the door into the bar. It was now 8:30 so the place was packed as it was getting nighttime. You made your way to the bar and slipped the bartender your ID and asked for a shot of Tequila. You looked around as you spotted a girl who looked too familiar.