Imagines ; Kellin Quinn ♡

He Sees Your Scars

Hi loves. I know it's been forever and I'm sorry. I've ran out of ideas and motivation kind of. Been going through a lot of changes emotionally and just life ;-; I'm sorry. I'm still going to try my best to continue to write for you amazing people. I can't believe this has what like 9K reads?!? That's amazing. You all are so amazing and so kind and sweet. I love all of you so much and I appreciate all the love and comments you guys leave me. ❤️ love you guys.

This chapter isn't requested but I just felt like writing it. This happened to me after my boyfriend broke up with me and I'm just describing what happened it might be a little different but I'm going to try to remember what happened. Hope you guys like it. ❤️ sorry if it sucks haha.. And I'm sorry if it's sad.

There he was. Sitting next to you on your best friends couch with her next to you with her boyfriend. God this was awkward. You would always stare at him as he was watching TV. You admired his dark brown almost black hair covering his face. You missed him so much. You needed to talk to him..

"Hey, can I talk to you outside?" You asked Kellin as you scooted close to him.

"Sure." He replied as you both got up and walked to her door and sat on her stairs. He sat down next to you. It was weird.

"What's up?" He replied.

"How are you? I miss you..." You replied as you looked him in the eyes. He was wearing your bracelets you gave him. It made you feel warm inside to know he actually wears them.

"I miss you too." He replied as he looked you in the eyes. God, those eyes. You wanted to kiss him but were afraid of the reaction. And deep down he wanted to too.

"I'm okay, how are you?" He asked you calmly.

"I'm okay.." You replied looking down, obviously lying.

"What happened to you?" He asked you looking at the band aids on your wrist that were hidden by your flannel but were rolled up. Fuck.

"Nothing, Kellin. You don't need to worry about me anymore okay?" You responded hiding your arm.

"It's not nothing. Don't ever do that. Did you do that because of me?!" He replied concerned.

"No.. Because of everything else that's going on too.." You lied.

"But I was just a little push to do it again right?" He replied obviously hurt.

"Yeah.." You replied sadly but truthfully.

"Don't ever do that (Y/N) I care and I don't want you to do that because of me. I obviously am hurting you. You don't deserve to ever do that to yourself okay?" He responded.

"Okay.." You said looking down at him as he wasn't taking his eyes off of you.

"Let me see them.." He responded as he was slowly reaching to grab your arm.

"What? No." You hid your arm behind you and he grabbed your arm as you fought against him looking at them. You laid down and hid your arm underneath you. He wasn't giving up and so finally you gave up. He slowly lifted your wrist to his lips. And he kissed your scars.

You were so shocked it felt so unreal to have someone do that. But you didn't know what he was going to do anyways.

"I'm sorry." You replied.

"No, I'm sorry." He responded.

You both sat there awkwardly in silence.

"I should get going now." He got up and entered her house again as you followed behind him. He ran up the stairs to her room and out the patio door to get his skateboard. And you stopped him.

"Kellin. I miss you. I care and I don't want to loose you. You mean so much to me and I don't ever want you to feel the way I do. I don't care if you have demons, we all do. I was always honest with you like you said, I just want you to be honest with me. I'm always going to be here for you. Always. I promise." You told him trying to block his way from leaving.

He grabbed you and hugged you as he dropped his skateboard. It was a long hug. You could hear and feel his deep breathing he always did when he hugged you. You missed his tight hugs. You missed him in general. He rubbed your back as you were looking at the ground taking him in. ( I almost started crying here ) 💔

He let go and was trying to leave but you pulled him back. You could see in his eyes the tears were coming. And that was a sign of how much it hurt him I guess. He was walking down the stairs.

"I'll see you around okay?" He said looking up at you fake smiling.

"Will you text me?" You asked.

"Yes." He responded and went down the stairs as he said goodbye to your best friend getting a cigarette. He put it behind his ear and you watched him as he left, closing the door behind him again.

A quote that inspired me to write this was :
"What was going through your head as you walked out that door? Did it feel like a sense of freedom or was your heart shattering just as mine was?"  😔💔