CHAPTER 32. COLD FEET

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After staying at the Four Seasons for a week and a half we were getting ready to leave and I was way beyond passed nervous. I was pacing back in forth in the half empty kitchen. Q sold absolutely everything he owned that was valuable. He said he wanted to start off fresh with me so we can make our new house more homey. I wasn't even sure if I wanted to be with Q. But he was keeping me safe , and I needed that right now more then ever. 

Q told me before he left he had a surprise for me. That's another reason I was so nervous. I tried to make myself feel that maybe I can try once more with Q and see where it leads me. If the loves not there I'll leave him. It felt as if I was just using Q. Beep !Beeeep !

I heard Q blow the horn out side for me to come out. I picked up my purse and made my way outside and into the car. "You ready to get outta here?" Q asked me. "More ready then I've ever been in my life." But I really didn't mean that. We pulled off and went to the airport which was a hour ride. "Are you OK?" Q questioned. I looked over to him and gave a shy smile. 

"Of course I am I couldn't imagine being any where else in my life." Q didnt catch on to my slick sarcastic comment. "Well come on then." We got out the car but I was still hesitant. "Trina tell me wassup, I know you . your not happy." I looked down at my designer shoes. I could feel Q deeply staring at me. "I'm having second thoughts about all this Q, we moving way to fast." "Trina I need to know right now what you want! I'm not doing all this running around for no damn reason."

"Q I love you I do I'm just so confused , can't you understand that?"
"Maybe you should have brought this up before I sold my damn house! One minute you love me next yo head in fucking space. You no what could happen to you if that nigga find you again!?"
Q growled not caring who heard him. "Q I wanna be with you , I'm not thinking of Malachi anymore." The lies just rolled off my tongue "Okay then we can get on with this trip now, come on." We boarded the plane but I could tell the tension between us was still there. I knew what i had to do at this point.

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