The next morning I woke up in Q's arms. I love Q but looking at him just reminded me of everything he put me through. He never wanted me to be the only girl he was with. He used me as his little runner girl on top of still working at his funky burger joint. Out of all the hoes he was fucking why was I the one to get kidnaped and tortured. I'm more angry then happy with him and it shouldn't be that way. I'm not saying I don't love Q I'm just not ready for a kid. I'm not ready for the lifestyle Q wanted after all we been through. If Q would've been on this time before all this shit it would've been a yes with out thinking. I just want to be free from this lifestyle. No one ever said love was easy. Maybe I'm just being selfish. Q is willing to give me everything I want and more. A woman would kill for this life. And I just want to leave it all behind. But what am I leaving it for? Chance? Or for me. Am I losing my mind right now. Is this a faze or am I just showing my true colors now.
"Good morning baby." "Morning." "Did you sleep alright?" "Yeah it was alright." "Are you still mad at me?" Q asked. I turned around to face Q. "I'm not mad at you." "You know I love you right?" "Of course I know that." "I just I don't want to lose you Trina I lost you once I won't let it happen again." "I understand that but it's hard for me too you know." "How about I take you out tonight to show you the town." I started to panic. What lie could I come up with to get me out of this. I felt my body starting to sweat.
"Ummm ... well .. I can't." "Why not?" "Because I have plans." "With who because you don't know anyone out here do you?" "Ta'jeah took a flight out here last night. And we're gonna go shopping." "At night Trina?" Q could tell I was lying straight through my teeth. "We were going to catch a movie too and go out to eat." I told him I was going to the movies so I didn't completely lie to him. "When you talk to Ta'jeah to tell her you live in Miami now?" "Umm yesterday morning." "She must really miss you to fly all the way over here to see you." Q said in a sarcastic tone "and must have fell into some money all of a sudden." he teased.
"Well she have been my best friend since 5th grade. And she keep money don't do that." "Yeah a good ass friend. She should stay here then. Miami hotels are a grip and its safer here." "Well she already bought the room." "Why didn't you invite her here we have 3 fucking guest rooms." "It didn't cross my mind at the time." Oh shit he knew I was lying my ass off. "It's just funny how your bestfriend comes to town and you don't want her staying in this big ass mansion." "Q what is your problem?" Q got out of bed put on his clothes and left out. Yeah he not buying this shit.
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Inside Brooklyn
FantasyA girl who raised herself & always been on her on. She never like to commit but now she is kidnapped by a man who she later learned to love. But will they last? who will she really fall for in Brooklyn? Her Life will go up and go down , but your nev...
