CHAPTER 36. BABY BE GONE

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I was sitting in the kitchen looking up abortion clinics. Q had left , I think he was mad at me. Or maybe even disappointed. But this was not his choice. I finally settled on a clinic just across town. I dialed the number and waited for some one to pick up. "North Shore Women's Clinic how may I help you?" The polite receptionist said. 

"Hi , can I schedule an appointment to get an abortion?" "Yes ma'am I'll just need a little more information from you and we can get you in by tomorrow." I answered all the lady's personal questions about me. The call went on for about 16 minutes. I set my appointment for tomorrow at noon. 

This day couldn't go by any quicker. I went into the living room and plopped on the couch. I looked around for a moment. Then Q walked back in the house. "Where have you been?" "I just been out thinking." I turned my nose up. "Well at least tell me where you've been. It been 2 damn hours. We just moved here and you leave me here alone." "Trina I'm not a damn 10 year old I ain't gotta tell you where the fuck I been at!" Q stormed up the stairs and I chased after him. 

"Your gonna talk to me Q." "Give me some damn space Trina." Q went into the spare bedroom and slammed the door behind him. "If I wanted to be ignored I would have stayed where the fuck I was at!" I yelled. I went into the empty bed room and fell into the bed. Before I knew it I was sleep. All that went around my mind was this stupid baby. I'm not ready to be a mother. I don't wanna be a mother. I don't want my first child to grow up like I did. In a broken home.

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