CHAPTER 76. VOICEMAIL

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I walked out of the Starbucks and dialed Ta'jeah's cell. She sent me straight to voicemail. "That sneaky little Bitch!" Everyone stopped and stared at me as i yelled. People was acting like they never saw a bitch scream before. I dialed Q and the same thing happened. I began to to get irritated.  I couldn't even grasp my mind on why i was so angry. Maybe i was over thinking things.

Ta'jeah could have been with anyone. Let me stop jumping to conclusions. I sipped my coffee and began to walk down the street. Where would i go to buy myself a little time. I stopped in front of a book store. Most people wouldn't think of me as a big reader , but i actually loved to read. I just never have any time.

I went into the store with no mind to buy anything. A lady at the front counter greeted me. I smiled and walked to the adult romance aisle. Nothing really seemed to catch my eye. I continued to walk then i ended up in a baby book session. I knew  Chance wanted a baby but was i ready to give up my freedom. "Hell No!" I was so amazed about how many things i needed to know before i have a baby.  I thought all i had to know was how to feed it and change it. 

Maybe buying one of these books could teach me a few things. I wasn't planning on have a kid any time soon after that abortion but its good to still know these things. "Are you expecting?" I turned around and a lady that looked to be very pregnant standing be hind me. "Oh no, Well not yet at least." "Well let me tell you the books do help. This one is my favorite." The lady picked up a book tilted "SWEET DREAMS BABY" . "Are you having a boy or a girl?" I asked. "I'm having two girls, They'll be here any day now." She smiled as she looked down at her stomach. "Well it was nice meeting you." The lady said as she walked off.

My attention turned back to the baby books. Maybe i should be looking for first time mom books. I guess a baby wouldn't be bad. If i had to pick out of Chance , Malachi and Q I would want Chance to be the father. I wasn't getting any younger. I wouldn't want to be a old mom. What the hell am i saying! I don't want a baby right now. I think my mind was having a argument with my heart. 

My phone began to ring which broke me of my thoughts. It was Ta'jeah calling me. I slid my phone back into my back pocket. What if she was out here with Q. Q always keep his business phone on him. Shit was just way too strange. I'm not going to start pointing the finger until i actually have proof.

I picked up a book with a naked baby on it smiling. I took the book to the front so i could be checked out. The cashier bagged the book and i left the book store. "What else could i do to by myself time?" I looked at my phone and it was only 3. A cute boutique caught my eye. I mean i already have enough clothes. Now i'm to the point i have as many as Chance.  I was tired of walking every where and on top of that it was hot as hell out here. I felt like you could scramble eggs on the side walk.

I pulled my phone out and dialed Chance. "Yes beautiful." "Baby can i please come home my feet are killing me and i think i'm darker then what i was when i left." "You poor thing maybe you should find some shade, and no i'm still not finished yet." Chance explained. "Can you just tell me what it is that your doing?" "Baby just know your going to love it." Chance hung up the phone.

"He did not just hang up on me!"

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