Just Amazing

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#Hayley's pov#

"Hannah wait!" I call after her. I run and run, trying to catch up to her. When I do I see her talking to Chandler. I lean against the wall so I am out of their sight but can still hear them.

"Why did you kiss her?" Hannah asks, mad.

"We were acting Hannah, it is a part of the script" he says angrily.

"Really, it didn't look like it" she says again to him, even madder.

"It was all acting, you know that, I love you okay, not her" he says. That's all the talking that I heard between them. I peek over and see them sucking each other's faces off. I quickly walk away, not wanting to see anymore. I should not be this upset. They are each other's, I should have expected this. Then why does it feel like my heart just got ripped out and stomped on a thousand times?

"Are you okay?" Becky asks me worriedly. I put on a fake smile and nod. She does not need to know.

"I know you're not" she says, looking me in the eyes. I look up to her and feel my eyes swell up with tears. No, I will not look weak, no. I walk past her and back into the caravan. I walk in and redo my eye makeup just to make sure it doesn't look like I was or going to cry. I hear the door open and close.

"Please Becky leave me alone" I say knowing it is probably Becky checking up on me.

"What's wrong?" Emily's voice booms through the caravan. I turn around and frown shaking my head.

"I don't want to talk about it" I say to her, turning back to face the mirror. She looks at me through the mirror and sighs.

"Everyone heard them" she says grabbing my shoulder for comfort. I sigh and let out a deep breath that feels like have been trapped in my lungs and were starting to burn.

"Really?" I ask, my voice slightly cracking at the end. If I didn't give it away I was about to cry then I did now.

"Yea, you sure you're okay?" she asks, sitting down next to me. I sigh and sit down myself. I look over to her and shake my head.

"I should be, I should have expected it, then why does it hurt so much?" I ask her, not really expecting her to answer me.

"Because you care for him" she replies simply. That would be the only explanation for this.

"I wish I didn't" I say softly. I look down to my hands in my lap and twiddle with them, not really knowing what to do.

"How are things going to be the same between him and I?" I ask her, the thought almost bringing me to tears.

"You won't know till you try" she says sounding wise.

"Thank you" I say to her, reaching over to grab her hand. She smiles and gives my hand a reassuring squeeze.

"Hayley, come on, one more scene kiddo" I hear Norman say from the other side of the door. I smile and answer him back.

"Coming". I was happy when my voice didn't crack that time.

"You look gorgeous" she says, still trying to cheer me up. I smile to her and get up, heading for the door.

"Thank you again" I say, thanking her. She smiles and shrugs.

"No problem".

#Chandler's pov#

Straight after we finished filming that scene I walked away. I can't believe I actually kissed Hayley, and it was....amazing. Wait no bad thought Chan bad thought, remember Hannah YOUR GIRLFRIEND! I keep walking, not really wanting to face Hayley right now, If I did, I might be tempted to kiss her again. That won't be good for either of us. She does not think of me in that way, it would totally ruin our relationship.