Just Amazing

(A/N: Please listen to the song! Believe it or not, thought does go into choosing the songs, even if they do not match the chapter, they are the songs I listen to while writing these chapters so...)

#Chandler's Pov#

I pace the hotel room, trying to figure out how I am going to do this. This past week has definitely been the most stressful. The photoshoots, meet and greet and Hayley. I really need to talk to her, like Emily said, I need to fix this, make things right. I really hope she forgives me. I reach for my phone in my pocket and text Becky, asking if she knows where Hayley is. Apparently she left the hotel earlier and hasn't been back since.

'Yeah, last I heard she was at the park, you can have a look there. P.s, good luck!' The message said that was sent from Becky. I smile and nod, already shaking with nerves. I should not be nervous, I never use to be around Hayley. I pace the room again, something I do when I am really nervous or worried. I breathe in and out before I finally decide to leave the room and the hotel. I know what park she is talking about, so it won't be hard to get there. I slightly smile to myself as I reach for my phone to see I have received a text message.

'Chan...something's wrong...' the message read. I check and see it was from Hayley? Why would Hayley text me? I could have sworn she hated me.

'What's the matter?' I text back, still walking towards the park. Currently it was 5:30pm and it was beginning to get dark out. I pull my jacket on and zip it up at the front.

'I keep coughing....blood' the next one said. In froze, thoughts drifting through my head, why would she be telling me this and why is she coughing blood? I quickly put my phone away and hurry towards the park, beginning to worry. I race across the grass and see a picnic table with a dark figure sitting on it. I race over and stop when I see the figure turn around. I gasp when I see it was Hayley, her hands covered in blood.

"What happened!?!" I shriek, catching her hands between mine, examining the blood. Why is she coughing blood?

"Doctors....Blood....Test-" she says cutting herself off by falling limp into my arms. I catch her and quickly pick her up, laying her onto the table. What the hell is going on?!?

"Hayley...Hayley...Hayley!" I scream at her, shaking her shoulders. Why isn't she waking up? I keep shaking her shoulders, then try finding her pulse, it is still there.

"Shit" I mumble under my breath, reaching for my phone. I quickly type in Normans number and put it on speaker phone.

"Yo?" he answers.

"Norman I need you quick, It's Hayley, she has fainted in the park and-" I say before he cuts me off by asking for what park and directions. I could hear him shuffling around then a car door slam. I tell him where and he says he will be there soon and then we hang up. I put my phone away and keep trying to wake Hayley up. I climb onto the table too and pull her into my lap, trying to wake her up.

"Wake up!" I scream, continuously shaking her. The next thing I know I see Norman along with an ambulance pull up. He must have rang them. But why? He rushes over to me and pulls me away, letting the paramedic get to her. She was only coughing blood then she fainted, that's it. Then why do I get a sicken feeling that it Is something more?

"Why did you call the Ambulance?" I ask, tears now brimming my eyes. I remember when this happened to her mum- No don't think that, this is nothing like that.

"This has happened before" he says almost calmly, wait? WHAT!?!

"This has happened before and no one has told me?!?" I ask him now angrily.

"She didn't want anyone to know, just me" he said, wrapping an arm around my shoulder. We watch as they take her away on a stretcher and follow. Norman nods to the man and tells me to get in the ambulance and says he will follow behind in the car. I begin to worry as one of the paramedics starts hooking her up to various machines and attach wires to her. I burst out crying. Watching her get hooked up to machines and wired to different things, knowing there was nothing I could was horrible.

#At the Hospital, the next day#

Last night I got no sleep. I stayed up watching her, making sure she knew someone was here when she woke up. She hasn't yet.

"You need to rest" Norman says, walking through the door again but this time with some food. I look up to him and shake my head; there is no way I can rest, not after what has happened. I mean the doctor was so worried he ordered the nurse to begin to do tests immediately. That is never a good sign.

"It's okay" I tell him. He walks over to me and hands me a sandwich. I thank him and watch him head to the door again.

"Let me know if anything happens" he says opening the door then closing it before I could respond. Once he was gone, I sigh and shake my head, putting my face into my hands leaning forward in my seat. I hear the sound of a body moving in the bed. I pick my head up to see Hayley looking around at the machines then the room then finally... me.

She begins shaking her head, as tears manage to fall down her face. I want to get up and wipe them away but I chose not to.

"AAAAHHHHH!" She screams at the top of her lungs. I jump back in fright then stand, watching her frail around in her bed, trying to get the wires off her. I move forward to stop her till I hear the door open and the doctor alongside a nurse rush in, restraining her. I step back as I watch. Norman walks back into the room and stands next to me, ushering me out of the room.

I look to her face and see her looking terrified and broken. She keeps struggling against their grip then turns to face me. She had the same look on her face as she did when I brought her in to see her mum...Was that why she was freaking?

"You need to leave" The doctor says sternly, making sure Hayley was under control. Norman and I both nod in response, knowing it was what's best.

"No Please!" Hayley shouts out to us. I look over my shoulder and shake my head, letting the tears fall down my cheeks. I walk out the door followed by Norman and take a seat outside. Norman walks over to me and puts his hand on my shoulder.

"Why did she freak?" I ask him.

#Hayley's Pov#

#3 days later#

I knew what this meant. I knew from the beginning, I just, didn't want to admit it to myself. Do you think we get a second chance? At anything? I know I need one. I thought ever since mum died, things would try and mend themselves back together. Thinking things could be okay once very soon. Was I just holding onto hope for too long and just ignoring the truth?-

"Hayley, someone's here to see you" The nurse says walking through the door. I weakly smile and nod, still starring at the paper. I put my journal and pen away before looking up to her, nodding, letting her know it was alright to let them in.

"Hey" I hear Becky say walking through the door followed by Brook, Emily, Lauren, Norman, Steve, Andy, Melissa, Dani and finally Chandler. I smile to each and every one of them, trying not to let my tears fall. I can't let them see the pain this is giving me. I just can't. I look over to my journal and sigh, I shake my head and look back up them. They have now moved into chairs or were standing next to each other. I scan each one of their happy, joyful faces and can't help but to smile too. These people just want to make you smile, even in the worst of times. Some begin chatting amongst themselves, r just sit there enjoying the company we are giving each other. I look at Emily and Lauren firsts, watching them laugh and smile. This makes me smile, they were always two petals in a pod. Next I glance to Dani and Melissa who were discussing the Premiere coming up soon. I watch as both their faces light up at this and smile wider, still holding back the tears that were threating to pour over. Next I glance at Steve and Andy, they were making funny gestures to each other, causing each other to laugh. This brought a laugh to escape my lips too. Next I look Norman and begin see him watching Becky and Brook. I watch as he stand protectively, making sure everyone is okay. I guess you can kind of say he has been a fatherly role model to me. He has been the best dad I could ask for. He looks up to me and smiles slightly laughing that I was staring at him. I do to and then glance to Brook and Becky who were gossiping to each other about clothing and who was wearing what at school. I think they notice me starring to because they look up and begin to laugh, so do I. Then last but not least... Chandler. He was leaning against the door, watching me. I look up to him and tilt my head as to say 'What?'. He nods and mouths something I thought he would never say to me again.

'I love you' he mouths. This was it, I could not take it anymore. I let a few tears slip out of pure happiness and sadness. I nod back to him as the others were still talking and laughing with each other.

'I love you more' I mouth back, a smile beginning to spread across my face. We both stare at each other, happy that we have finally made up and were not fighting. I watch his expression as he begins to smirk. It reminded me of the first time I saw him in person, on set. He was walking in with Hana and he looked over to me and smirked, the same smirk he was showing me now. I smile and let the memory flow through.

"Have fun Chan" I hear a girls voice say. I turn around to see Chandler and I think Hana walk onto set. He kisses her on the cheek and she walks over to where the director is. I can't help but to stare, he is even better looking in real life. Hayley stop, he has a girlfriend.

"You okay?" I hear Steven asks from behind me. I turn around to face him and smile. I nod and turn to face the same way I was before.

"Chan come here, there is someone I have to introduce you to" I hear Steven call out. I stare straight ahead till I hear footsteps approaching. Okay, act cool, this is just another day, yer right....

"What's up?" I hear Chandler asks Steven. Gosh even his voice is so darn hot, argh....kill me now...

"Hayley meet Chandler, Chandler meet Hayley" Steven says motioning for me to stand. I do so and look him in the eyes. Gosh his blue eyes are stunning.

"Hey" he says with a smirk. I nod and respond.

"Hi".

#other memory#

"You're actually leaving" he says, tears blurring his crystal blue eyes. Gosh I knew Him and Becky's goodbyes would be the hardest.

"I will be back, I promise" I say to him, intertwining our hands. He let's go of my hand and wraps me in for a tight hug. I can feel the air being pushed from my lungs but don't care, because I hug him back just as tight, never wanting to let go of each other.

"Skype call and text me all the time" he says before I begin to feel my shirt becoming wet from his tears. I smile through the tears and nod in response.

"I love you" he whispers in my ear surprising me. He does? I pull away from him and beam. I have always wanted to hear him say that. I am so glad I have now.

"Really?" I ask still crying. He chuckles and shakes his head. He cups my face with both of his hands and gives me a passionate kiss on the lips. I don't deny when he asks for entrance, I let him. We keep making out till the intercom goes off again.

"Flight 321 will be boarding now, please proceed to gate 31" intercom says ruining our moment. Damn intercom...

"I guess this is it" he says sadly. I look up him and smile.

"Are we still together?"
This is when the tears came streaming down my face like a waterfall. My heart was breaking.

#Chandler's Pov#

I keep starring at her, gosh she is so strong. These past 5 months she has been strong as bricks. There is definitely no one else like her. She notices me starring after a little while and begins to smile at me. This is it, she still hates me but I have to tell her how I still truly feel about her.

'I love you' I mouth to her, hoping she would smile in return.

'I love you more' she mouths back. SHE DOES?!? I was not expecting that. I begin to smirk and nod, realise that she loves me too, for the first ever time, she has admitted that she loves me. I could not be any happier right now. The girl of my dreams just told me she loved me, well more like mouthed it but the same thing, right? I can feel inside myself doing a little happy dance.

"Why are you so happy?" Emily asks me. I smile to her and shake my head at my thoughts. I let a tear slip down ny cheek out of pure happiness. She slightly laughs then shakes it off, continuing to talk to Lauren. I decide to keep starring at Hayley as she keeps staring at me with love in her eyes, I bet you the same as mine. I watch as she mumbles something under her breath then begins to close her eyes, and lay down on the bed, or so I thought.

"BEEEEEEEEEEEEP" We hear the heart monitor beep really loudly, all our heads turn to the heart monitor and look at the screen.
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"Hey, My name is Hayley Parkers and I am 15 years old, I would go on and on what my hobbies are, what I like to do and what not but I do not feel like doing that hehe. So Instead, here I am with my journal in my hands, my mum brought it for me when I was 12, she said to write in it whenever I have emotions, feeling or adventures, dreams. Let me tell you this, Me, Hayley Parkers am going to be a big Actress one day with the greatest boyfriend and a massive mansion living in the hills along with 2 children and 2 dogs and a cat. My aspect on life is live it to the fullest, you never know if you get a tomorrow. So I was born on the 18th October, 1999 and is going to live life to the fullest till I die. Doesn't that sound Just Amazing?"

No, let me start this again, My name is Hayley Parkers and I am 16 years old. I got to be on one of the best Television series ever, The Walking Dead. I got to meet the most amazing people such as Melissa, Lauren, Emily, Dani, Steve, Andy, Norman and of course Chandler, my bae. You can't forget about Brook, Becky and Sam though. I GOT TO FINALLY BECOME AN ACTRESS!... I'll always remember the cast as like my family, they were my family apart from mum. Mum, where do I begin? She was the best mum anyone could have asked for. She was just Perfect. I miss her every day. And chandler, who could forget about him? He made me smile and cry everyday, he was the light and the dark. All the memories and times we have had together. He was like my rock, he was my life support. In the end, everything turned out the way it was supposed to, wasn't it? Just Amazing! -note the sarcasm-