Chapter 18

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-Louis-

I miss her. She only left an hour ago, but I feel like it's been a decade since I've seen her. Felt her soft gentle touch. Heard her laugh. Seen her smile. I feel miserable. I feel alone. She's my world, my heart, my other half. She hates me now. It was an accident, I never wanted this to happen. It was Eleanor's fault. She did this to us. She wanted this. She wanted Ella to leave me so she could have me for herself. Well she got what she wanted.

"Mate, come out. We're going for coffee, wanna come?" Liam asks through the door.

"Go away. Ella used to like coffee..." I hear him sigh, and walk away. She is my heart, my world. Now she never wants to speak to me again. I only hope she can find it in her heart to forgive me. Eventually.

-Ella-

"Jess!" I run into his waiting arms and am enveloped into a giant group hug by the other 3. "I missed you guys so much!"

"We missed you too El. Where's Louis?"

"Paris," I say flatly.

"Oh, we thought he was coming with you." I shake my head and try to keep the tears from leaving my eyes. I bury my face in Jesse's chest and cry.

"He kissed another girl Jess. I hurt so bad," I sob. He wraps his strong arms around me.

"I know it does El. You'll get over him soon enough." We all walked out of the airport and piled into Jesse's Charger. We fit perfectly now, just the 5 of us. I used to have to sit on someone's lap. Usually Louis'. I sat in the back with Carter and Danny, and Kyle sat shotgun while Jesse drove. We went to Jesse's, and watched a movie. Following the movie, we got into an epic water fight. I missed these idiots. A lot. That night, we all stayed over at Jesse's. When I woke up in the morning, I had fake vomit all down my front. I'm sure the boys- wait. I'm in Doncaster, not with the boys. I let out a frustrated sigh, and scooped up the vomit. I dumped it all in Jesse's bed, and strolled into the kitchen. Their talk ceased when I walked in. They all stared for amoment, then started laughing.

"Very funny guys. It's on you now Jess." His eyes widened, and he went to check in his room.

"El!"

"What'd you do?" Carter laughed.

"I put the vomit in his bed," I giggle. He comes out with a bag full of the vomit and starts throwing it at us. Soon we're all covered in the fake vomit. So begins the epic, super pointless vomit war. After I showered,and my clothes were de-vomited, Jesse drove me home. My mum was happy to see me, and my dad was I guess you could say a little happy. He really didn't seem to care. I told my mum about Louis, and I planned not to cry, but guess what I ended up doing? Balling my eyes out while talking to my mum.

"He misses you Ella. He's really sorry."

"You talked to him?"

"Yes, he called last night to make sure you got home ok. He was scared to death when I told him you weren't home. He really cares about you." I know he does, but he kissed Eleanor right in front of me. He knew I was there, but he did it anyway. I just wish he had said no to Eleanor and come to find me. That's what Niall would've done. Niall is a sweet boy, and I love him to death, but not the way I love Louis. I do still love him, but I don't want to go through that ever again. Niall once said:

"I'd rather be a boy and play with paper airplanes, than be a man and play with girls' hearts."

Louis is a bit of both. I only wish he were more like Niall. I'm not saying I love Niall, but I just wish I had someone like him. If that makes any sense at all.

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I am so sorry. I said I would update again last night, but I just didn't have time. Sorry! Here's the next chapter as a makeup sorta in a few minutes (: Btw, Harrys_Wifey and I made an account, and we're writing a fan fic together, so check it out! hazzascupcakes69 (:

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