My Twilight (twilight fan- fiction)

Kiss

Beaus pov

Alice and rosalie were picking bella and i up today so we didnt have to bring our cars because we were staying over at the cullens house. The school day passed in a blur and it was finally time for us to go to the cullens.

There house was barley even in forks in was deep in the forest, but when we arrived i was amazed by their house. It was huge and white it looked like a professional interior designer designed it, it would have cost a lot. Alice and rose grabbed our bags for us and we ran into the house at human pace just for Bella. When we got inside their home it was even better, it was so light and open. Both bella and I were in awe.

"What? Were you expecting dungeons and coffins and moats?" Rosalie said mockingly to bella, but I knew it was aimed at us both.

"no, not the moats" bella giggled

"not the moats" jasper said walking into the room. He walked over to me and wrapped an arm around my waist and i breathed in his scent. Rain And cinnamon.

"Can i borrow beau for a second?" Jasper asked alice and rosalie. Both girls exchanged looks before nodding their heads.

"dont take to long!" Alice called out behind us.

Jaspers pov

I took beau in to my new room as alice and i used to share rooms before i met beau. Once we got in my room we sat on my bed, we sat there in a comfortable silence for a few minuets before i broke it.

"What are you thinking about,darlin'" i said with my southern accent leaking into my words.

"just how everything is somehow fitting into place" she said looking down, fidgeting with her hands.

"how so?" I asked lifting her chin and looking deeply into her golden orbs.

"I've always felt something missing " she said. A few more minuetes past until yet again i broke it.

"Beau?" I Asked a little nervous.

"Yeah?" She asked, her emotions seemed worried.

"At first i didnt want you to know we were mates but then you figured out yourself" i said. She looked up. Sad was evident in her eyes.

"Wh-why didnt you want me to know?" She asked as venom pooled into her eyes. This broke my heart seeing her upset.

" sh sh sh darlin'" i soothed her, wiping the venom from her eyes.

"I didnt want you to know because i want you to love me because you want to not because you have too, i want you to be happy with me because you choose to not because you're forced by fate. But i love that you know, and i love that my mate was you, i couldn't have asked for a more beautiful or kind or perfect mate. I thought that god chose for my life to be spent alone for the rest of my life. I thought i would never find my mate, my reason for existing. But now i have, i have my reason to live. I know we only just met but i want to know you, the real you. I want live the rest of my life with the one i love, with you. When i was first brought into this life,  i was told that love wasnt real and that it disnt exist. And that thinking that you love someone makes you weak. But i love knowing that you're the one that makes me feel weak. So what do ya' say do y'all want to spend forever with me? If you don't want me than i totally understand and i wont stop you from leaving" i told her, feeling pang of pain in my chest from even thinking she would reject me.

Her eyes were filled with venom again
"Jasper, i cant imagine what life would be like without you.  I've lived my whole life thinking i would be damned in this life, alone. Never finding happiness, never finding love. But now that I've met you i feel as though i was wrong and i wasnt damned to be alone i was meant to be with you, you are my equal in every way. My past was a brutal time that i never wanted to participate nor do i want anyone else to. But now im grateful, i learnt more about myself and became who i am today. The person that loves you and never wants to leave your side, and that will protect you from anything. I wanna spend the rest of my forever with you, jasper" she said whole heartedly.

All she was feeling was devotion and pure and utter love. Before anything else could come out i grabbed the back of her neck and pulled her towards me. Our lips smashed together and moved in perfect sinc. Her arms wrapped around my neck and her hands snaked into my hair gently pulling it. I put my hands on her waist and pulled her onto my lap. She tightened her grip on my neck and pulled us as close to each other as we could get. She softly moaned and i did the same. I started nibbling and licking her bottom lip, trying to get access her mouth and she granted that for me. Our tongues danced together  in a heated battle for dominace, i gladly let her win.

Beaus pov

This right here was perfect, i wanted to stay like this forever. It felt like we had been kissing for ages until alice opened the door and grabbed me making her way towards the door.

I pouted out my bottom lip. "I'll come for ya' later i promise, darlin'" my mate said to me in his oh so sexy accent.

"I'll be waiting" i purred back.

Soooooo what'd you think of jasper and beaus first kiss and them expressing them selves. They are so goals to me. I know its short but i hope the next will be bigger it probs will but lets just see.

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