Not Just Friends

Forgive Me Not

Zendaya pov

No this boy did not have the nerve to bring Jessica. I was so pissed at trevor.

They walk towards us and trevor brings another chair to the table for Jessica.

" so what did you want to talk about? " he said.

All I could do was stare at him. Give him the deadliest stare ever. I could tell he felt uncomfortable.

" we, don't have all day" Jessica said rudely.

"first of all, I came here to talk to trevor, not you. So you you can shut the hell up" I said.

" well, obviously he ask me to come him, cuz he ain't want to be alone with your crazy a*#! " she said.

I don't know what happened to me, but I started to have a panic attack. I was breathing heavily. My chest was pounding. Tears started to form in my eyes. I couldn't breathe.

Trevor stood up and ran to me.

" are you okay! " he yelled.

I couldn't talk.

" she probably just faking it" Jessica said.

"shut up and go in car" trevor hollered at her.

She got up and left.

"zendaya, talk to me please " trevor said.

Tears started running down my face. Trevor tried to give me a hug but I pushed him away. I lay my head down on the table to calm myself down.

Trevor takes a seat in front of me.

" how could you? " I manage to say.

" look, I'm sorry " he says.

" I think I need to go home now" I said getting up and grabbing my things.

"let me drive you, you don't look so good "he says getting up.

" no " I said. I really didn't want him to drive me home.

I walk out the store and get in my car. I see trevor running up towards me.

" wait up! " he yelled.

I close my car door and start the car. Trevor bangs on the car window.

" please, let me come with you" he yelled.

" don't you have to drop, your little girl friend home" I said.

"no... Yes, but she's not my girlfriend " he says.

" whatever " I say.

" I'll go over to your house, later" trevor says.

"don't " I say and pull out the parking space.

" can't stop me! " he yells.

I drive away.

The whole way home I cried. I couldn't believe trevor would do that to me. I know we're not dating or anything but the level of disrespect. I get home and run to my bathroom.

I took a knife from under my bathroom sink. I hold it to my arm and start to cut my arm with it. Seeing the little droplets of blood makes me feel better. I slide the wall onto my floor. I literally cry my eyes out.

Someone bust in my room. I get up quick and cover my arm. Trevor walks in the bathroom. He looks down at the knife I'm holding in my hand.

"what the hell, are you doing? " trevor asked.

" nun, of your damn business "I said.

I trickle of blood lands on the floor from my hand. Trevor snatched the knife out of my hand and then grab my hand a look at. He stares at my hand. A tear drops from his eye. I snatched my hand away.

" this is all your fault, you put me through hell and stress! " I yell at him.

" I'm...... So.... Sorry " he says.

I pass trevor to walk to my bed. I started to wobble and feel light headed. Before I knew it I was falling in the hands of trevor. Then I black out.

******

I wake up and feel arms around me. I look next to me and trevor is sleeping next to me. I then remember happened last night. I looked at my hand and it's wrapped in bandages.

I shake trevor shoulder. He opens up his and look at me. He gets off the bed quickly.

"I'm so sorry, I was trying to help and fell asleep " he said worried.
" trevor stop, I'm not mad at you, thanks for staying I really need that" I said.

He gets back on the bed.

" That's what best friends do right? " he smiled.

I smile.

" trevor. I'm sorry what I said the day we went to the beach. I really like you too. " I said.

He kisses me on the lips and I kiss back.

" zendaya! " my dad calls.

We pull apart. Trevor hides under my bed. I grab my phone and pretend like I was on it the whole time.

My dad opens the door.

" good morning, sweetie here is the script for the show" my dad gives me.

"Thanks " I say.

My dad exits the room.

Trevor comes from under my bed. We both laugh our butts off.

" wait, why do you need a script?" trevor ask.

"Ummmmm... I have my own show on Disney Channel now " I said.

" really that's amazing " he says.

" I know but you can't tell anyone "I serious.

" alright " he says.

" what happened to Jessica last night " I asked.

" she didn't want me to go to your house, so I kicked her out of my car and let her walk home" he said.

"I saw your Instagram pictures. Is she really your best friend? " I asked.

" no. I just wanted to make you jealous" he said.

It was silent for a little while.

"I think I should be going now" he says.

"okay. Bye" I say.

"can I get a kiss first? " he says.

" sure" I said.

He leans in for a kiss. I take my pillow and hit him right in the face. I couldn't stop laughing.

"really. OK I'm leaving now" he said laughing too.

"bye" I said.

Trevor leaves my room. I get a text message from trevor that says:

Trevor : miss you already

Zendaya :

I put do my phone and start to memorize my script. I get another text from a unknown number.

Unknown : you better watch your back

Zendaya : who is this?

Unknown : your worse enemy

Zendaya :who are you? What do you want?

Unknown : I want you gone

Maybe this is some type of joke. I put down my phone and continue reading.