Broken Minds, Broken Hearts - Jaspar

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((Me too.))

Caspar's POV

"Joe, I'm gay."

There I told him.

I longed for him to be gay.
Then we could maybe have a relationship.

No, I bet Joe is homophobic.

Why did I say that I was gay?

I heard crying coming from the body next to me.
I messed up.

How can I fix this?

My arms awkwardly wrapped around joes body.

I felt electricity flow through my body.

I longed for Joe to be connected to the same power source.

I broke away and Joe turned on his back.

"Are you okay Joe?" I asked him.

Please don't make him hate me.

"Ha. Okay?! Caspar! My friend just told me he is gay!" He groaned. I looked in his eyes and I could sense that he wasn't telling me something.

He was homophobic.

Here comes the bullying.

Here comes the hell.

"Okay. Goodnight Caspar."
Joe then turned and closed his eyes.

I then heard a whisper, "Me too Caspar."

I was still awake worrying about tomorrow.

Was he going to tell everyone that I'm gay?
Please lord don't let that happen!

"Leave me. Its not my fault." I heard from next to me.
Joe speaks in his sleep.

That can be both good and bad.

"Joe! Don't go down there!" I heard from above me.

I put my head up and looked at Zoë. She was still sleeping.

"Get off!" Joe started to yell.

"Joe! Please! That's a bridge!" Zoë shouted.

"Im sorry! I will change." Joe pleaded

"Joe. Please get off the bridge." Zoë pleaded.

These suggs have strange dreams.
"Joe! Nooo!"

At the same time both Joe and Zoë screamed which made me shake them so they awake.
They were both really sweaty.

Joe started rubbing his chest and then placed his hand on his leg.
Zoë just kept staring at Joe.

"Zoë could you pack in staring at me. Thanks," Joe suddenly spat at Zoë, "And go to sleep Caspar."

That's the thing about Joe.
No matter how mean he was.

I loved the way he was so mysterious.

I loved the way he smelt.

I loved the way he half smiled.

I loved the way he was angry all the time.

I loved him.

A/n
Sorry I didn't update yesterday. I was at a wedding and by the time I had come back it was already Sunday haha.
Double update as I have a filler chapter,

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