Broken Minds, Broken Hearts - Jaspar

25

((Im alone again))

A/N

Im sorry that last chapter was confusing but all that really happened last chapter was that now Caspar knows that joe is gay but doesnt believe it. Dan is a mess without phil. Caspar hates being alone.

Also obviously Alfie isnt like this in real life. This is fiction because he may loosen up later in the story ;))))))

Okay bye.

Caspars pov

I quickly texted Joe and went to talk back to the school gates.

On the way to the gates, i heard screaming.

I heard angry shouting.

The noice was getting closer so i quickly hid in a bush and watched to see who it is.

Two figures stood infront of the bush where caspar was hiding.

"Yeah but why would you say that?" One yelled.

"Because we have to." the other one said.

"No. I refuse to. He is my friend."

"Used to be. He hates you now."

"No he doesnt."

Caspar looked an tried to figure out who they were.

It suprised him when he saw Oli and Alfie.

"Its Joe Oli. He is annoying."

"Be nice Alfie."

"Yeah, i guess im being horrible."

"Yes. We wont do that." Oli smiled.

"But what about Caspar?" Alfie asked with raised eyebrows.

My heart started beating louder and louder. I wish i didnt hear this. I dont want to listen.

"What about him?" Oli asked puzzled.

"Do we like him?"

"I do. Joe does."

"Does zoê?"

"Ask her." Oli said.

"I will." Alfie said.

In the distance i could see someone running towards Oli and Alfie.

"Oli!!" They yelled.

It was Joe.

"Oli!!" Joe yelled again and then he fell to his knees in front of Oli.

"Oli. I need to talk to you." Joe cried.

"Okay i will leave." Alfie told Oli and then he turned to go.

I looked around for an exit and saw that i was able to get away from the other side of the bush.

Once i got out, i ran towards alfie.

"Heeey buddy!" I exclaimed.

"Hi caspar!" Alfie replied.

"Whats up?"

"Between me and you, im not good at trusting others."

"Meaning?"

"Im not good at trusting new friends."

"Cool. I am."

"I need to talk to Zoê so please leave Caspar." Alfie turned and snapped.

I knew it was coming.

Alfie continued walking and I stayed still.

I was alone once again.

I hate the word alone.

It sounds so lonely.

Im always alone.

Dont worry, im used to it.

I really am.

I stand and watch Alfie hug zoë and high five everyone around him.

But nobody comes and high fives me.

Zoê looks arounds and spots me but i look away.

My phone buzzes.

zoë: whats wrong?

I manage to make eye contact with zoë but i look away instantly.
She doesnt care.

Caspar: alone.

I sent her that and maybe she will understand how i feel.

I feel like nobody cares.

"Leave him alone zoë." I heard alfie say.

I turned away.

I dont want to listen to this.

They dont like me.

This place is horrible.

I was able to run all the way home.

I managed to only let one thourght haunt my mind.

That was what Dan said.

Dan said that Joe was Gay.

What if he was?

Dont get your hopes up Caspar.

He has only known you for a short amount of time.

A/n

This story is getting quite bad haha

Oh well!

See you guys next week.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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