Broken Minds, Broken Hearts - Jaspar

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((I feel sorry for him))

Joes pov

I badly wanted to clasp his hand.

I didnt.

I didnt because he kept looking at our hands as if he knew i was going to grab his.

He probably knew i was gay.

I hated that.

Caspar suddenly stopped behind a hedge and signaled me to stop.

I was about to question the beaut...boy when he pointed to the other side of the river.

Dan and Tyler.

Thats where dan went.

"Why are they talking?" I whispered quietly.

I suddenly remembered that Caspar was the one that ruined their friendship.

I didnt feel the urge to hurt him.

I feel sorry for him.

I feel sorry for him because he has to put up with me.

I feel sorry because he had no idea that he ruined things between Tyler and Dan.

"Caspar, can i just say something quick?" I suddenly blurted out.

"Sure thing!" He smiled.

"You know Tyler?"

"Yep. I used to meet him one time when i was visiting here from South africa." He laughed.

"You know Tyler broke up his friendship with his best friend?"

"Yeah he went on and on and on about that guy."

"That guy was Dan." I said slowly.

I felt mostly guilt.

He felt more guilty.

"Wait? Can you explain more?"

"Dan thourght you were gay but youre not and...er...he had a feeling you and tyler were..."

He looked into my eyes. I went to look away but my eyes were locked into place.

"Were what?"

"Having a thing..."

"So... apperently i had a thing for tyler..."

"Yeah."

He looked back at dan and tyler.

Caspar gasped and whispered,"Why is dan crying?"

"Caspar? Can you stick by me no matter what?" I questioned

"Sure. Im glad i have come here and met you. I have now learnt how to look after myself and i can look after others too. My mother would of been proud."

"oh...sorry...i didnt know."

I felt so embarassed.

"what do you mean?" Caspar said turning towards me.

"I didnt know you mum was dead."

"Shes not. I live on my own."

"Really?"

I turned to him and stared into his eyes.

I swear he was looking at my lips.

I was looking at his too.

"Please accept me, joe, for who i am." Caspar suddenly whispered.

"Okay."

"Now lets go." Caspar suddenly said as he turned away.

I followed him.

I was silently kicking myself that i didnt kiss him.

A/N

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