Those plain and easy words made everything shatter, mirrors, glass, cups, everything was destroyed. My brain wracks up something to say, I need to come up with something logical that makes sense.
But.. I can trust Johnnie right. I.. I think I can.. I hope I can, I just need to tell someone.
"Y-yeah, it's Damon.." I mumble, there was no way of getting around this. No absolute way. I need to tell the truth, it needs to be spoken, before people start to assume things and that's when it goes downhill.
"What are you doing with him?" He asks, sounding hurt by this, it's in his voice, something that sounds off.
"I'm staying here till Warped, he offered me to stay here," my lie detector was going off madly, I asked if I could come over, I needed to get out of Ohio, that's what I thought at least..
"Until Warped? That's in a few days, but, what about Kyle?" I mentally whack myself in the head, I should have known that he would ask about Kyle. I groan at his question and lay my head down on the floor.
"Yeah.." I say trying not to breakdown crying during this conversation.
"Are you still with him? Do you still love him? Or did you go to Damon-"
"I'm still with Kyle Johnnie, I didn't break up with him, I just, acted without thinking straight.." Stupidity is the only thing I can say, yes I acted wrongly, yes I made a wrong choice. But when I'm stuck in that situation, I have to get out. I need to get out.
A hand starts to rub my back, I glance over at Damon; he's still asleep but he probably knows by the sound of my voice, I need support before I breakdown crying.
"Okay, I just wanted to know that, I wanted to make sure-"
"That I wasn't cheating on Kyle?" My voice squeaks as I know tears are going to come really soon. My throat starts to get tight, as if it was a trap; something was about to step on it and it would close.
"Well, yeah, please don't be mad at me Rosie," I shake my head, making my hair go over the speaker.
"I don't date people because of there titles Johnnie!" I yell slamming the hang up button, I throw my phone at the wall, not hard enough so it could break. That's when the tears come, pouring down my face like the first sudden burst of rain, that would lead to a storm.
Standing up I head straight to the bathroom, cliche I know. The bathroom is the place where nothing really matters, you can be by yourself and enjoy it or totally hate it.
Sitting up on the sink I knock over toothbrushes and hair gel, those other things that guys have around the sink. I try to catch them all before they fall but, that didn't work at all. I give up on that and slide down the side of the sink, meeting the floor.
Bringing my knees to my chest I hold them there, letting everything go. All that's been kept inside, even the smallest of things.
The constant sniffing and coughing keeps coming, along with a few of those drawn out muffled screams. That's when the knock on the door comes, I knew who was on the other side.
"Rosalina," the voice hums, though still a little messed up because of sleep, "can I come in?"
"I don't care.." I say honestly, I just couldn't believe that Johnnie thought I would cheat on Kyle. He's the only person I've dated, I would never cheat on anyone. Cheating is one of the worst things people, especially teenagers, can do to another. It can make them rip themselves apart, making them think they weren't good enough for the one they loved and cared for.
Damon walks in, still in his day outfit guess he didn't feel like changing. But that doesn't bother me, Damon is just Damon.
"Hey," he says simply, he wraps his left arm around my shoulder and pulls me closer, "need a shoulder to cry on, and maybe an ear to listen?"
I just nod my head and crawl into his chest, the tears still coming.
"Johnnie thought I was cheating, and, and I wouldn't do that, I mean, that's one of the worst things you could possible do! I wouldn't even have the guts to break up with him because I'm so clingy and needy, it's sad.. I'm such a terrible girlfriend Damon.."
"I think Johnnie wasn't the only one that wanted to know that Rosie, Kyle wanted to know too, he wouldn't want someone taking away his galaxy angel," I let out a little laugh and sniff, stupid snot.
"Galaxy angel? Oh give me a break.." I say laughing yet, with a hint of tears and sniffles.
"You don't believe me? Look," he pulls out his phone and goes straight to his Messages, "see, I miss my galaxy angel, I need to see here soon, I want to hug my galaxy angel, I want to kiss and hold my galaxy angel.. It goes on and on, gurl, you got yourself a man." Damon pulls off the valley girl talk and hand actions, he snapped his fingers and did the whole movements with his body.
He was into it.
That gets me to laugh a little more, Damon starts to run his fingers through my hair. Now to all girls, that's a weak point, an easy way to fall asleep and stay asleep.
"That's better," I try to hide a yawn but, it doesn't work out. Yawning in Damon's face was interesting, having stale breath because I slept through food and all I had was a drink when I got back.
"Oi, you need a breath mint," he joked around, I start to rub my eyes another fatal move, "okay, let's go, back to bed or do you want to keep sleeping on the floor?"
"I like the bed sound, my back was starting to hurt on the floor.." That gets a small smirk from Damon.
"Whatever you say.."
That's how I ended up with Damon, in bed, cuddling. At least I slept well..
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AUTHOR'S NOTE: IM SUPER SORRY IF I DONT GET CHAPTERS OUT VERY FAST. SCHOOL. FREAKING SCHOOL IS MESSING WITH MY SCHEDULE
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Stars in the Darkness
Fanfiction-Kyle David Hall Fanfiction- Rose Aster, or more commonly known as Rosalina. A girl with a broad imagination as far as the galaxies go in her universe. But her universe is very dark, with an unfaithful father, hardworking mother and an older either...
