Dissident

Mixed emotions

Tris POV (continued)
I open the curtains next to the hospital bed and watch the sun formidably shine on Tobias. It's been 2 months since he went into the coma , I've never left his side. I can't help thinking about him not waking up, then again I can't imagine life without him. I put my head in my hands and try to forget. Try to forget about Gustavo and how limp and lifeless Tobias' body is.

Somehow I see his thoughts crashing and breaking almost like the waves of the sea, which represented his once blue eyes , which I cannot see anymore due to his Insidious coma. The coma that was Gustavo's fault. The person who hasn't got his own personality. The person who wants war. Wants to kill the innocent... As my thoughts separate me from my surroundings I see Tobias' eyes flutter "Tobias?" I hopefully say.
His blue eyes come alive.
"Tris" he smiles and embraces me into a tight hug.
"I thought I lost you" I whisper has my vision goes blurry and I tear travels down my cheek.
"I'm here now, it ok" Tobias says.
He puts my hair behind my ear, he leans forward building suspension and we kiss.

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The Tv hums in the background as I make some dinner for Tobias and I, he is on the sofa watching 'the golden boy' one of those dramatic crime shows I guess. I sit next to him as I place the dinner in front us, we balance the plate on our laps and indulge in our warm spaghetti , which Christina told me how to make. "Oh my gosh" I say looking at the Tv. "What?" Tobias curiously says.
"You see that guy there , the main character ? He looks just like you, wow." I answer
"Really? I don't see it."
The credits come up and I figure out the actors name.
"His names Theo James" I say.
"Hmmm, familiar , not sure why" he answers.
We finish our dinner and I lean in to turn the tv off when the news comes on, I guess we should watch it. I lean back on the sofa and snuggle up to Tobias and he places a blanket over us. My eyes widen at the headlines

'Gustavo found dead in his own work place , the killer has not been found'

If I am honest I don't mind because now peace can carry on although how did the killer kill him when he was on life long serum? Who killed him? Now we don't know if a leader for his manifesto has changed, we need to stop this. I look over to Tobias and he looks shocked too. "Let's think about this in the morning" I say. We can't deal with it now anyways it's too late and we are both tired. "Okay" he sighs.
We both head our way to bed not knowing what tomorrow would bring.