She's A Keeper||August Alsina&Tinashe

Chapter 20:No Love

"Red light, You know that I can't make this thing that official. Believe we had a great night but I ain't the type to tell you that I miss you,shit.~August Alsina,NickiMinajxNoLove(remix)

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Reese p.o.v.

"It's been a long time since I've felt...seen your beautiful presence in mines...holding your hand as if I would never let it go. Wishing you were still here because it's things you need to know. I love you. Not your body or your face but...all of you. I watch silently as I see myself turning into a monster over you. Wondering why jealousy floats over certain people's heads,only to hurt my heart and leave you for dead...I wish you were mines but I've been deceived because my heart was broken... when you were forced to leave..."

~Michael

I sighed as I closed my notepad and sat it on the table of my new home. My new home in Miami, Florida. After finding out the one girl I could have given my all to was dead,I didn't want shit else to do with nobody. Not even jan-jan. So about a month ago I used money from my savings to get away from everything. I flew to...here only to get a job and buy me an apartment.

I guess things have been a lot better since then..only thing is...I'm lonely... Coming home from work everyday to an empty apartment, with one person.

No playing video games with jan-jan.

No imaginary tea parties with zaydah.

No one-on-one basketball with tabby.

Just...me.

I've been lonely for about a month now,and because of that I somehow found my way to poetry. All I do now is write. Write out my feelings and keep them closed into a little notepad. I don't write about much. Just about how dumb my job is,paying rent every month and...and aleah.. She's mainly what I write about. I don't know what she was to anyone else...but to me...she was everything to me.

And the killing part about it was that I barely knew her,and already seemed to be falling in love with her. But I can also feel myself getting over it just a little..and I don't know if I can deal with it. I mean... How often do you get this feeling for someone who you might someday marry?