She's A Keeper||August Alsina&Tinashe

Chapter 22: Remorse pt.2

Cause' if I never have you,then I could never lose you. Do you know what might happen? If I decide to choose you..Then the world may just stop spinning, it may just well be the ending. Talking all about existance,who knows? JheneAikoxYouVsThem🌺
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A few weeks later...🌴

Zoey's p.o.v.

If only...I could be normal again..

If only I could be sane again without people thinking I'm fucking crazy. I want to be at peace with myself, but how can I? There's a monster inside of me that will never go away,probably until the day I die.

Why can't that day be today? Why can't I just disappear out of exiatance at this very moment.? I could make that a reality. But if I did...an innocent life that depends on me so dearly will be gone forever.

Always interrupting my thoughts,drake walks in the door.

"Zoey."

I say nothing, I try to ignore him still by making my thoughts cloud up in my head.

"Zoey!!" He says louder. Knowing he wouldn't leave me alone until I answered,I gave in.

"What!?" I spat.

"You've been sitting in here 'thinking' for a week now. Ya need to eat something,or the baby-"(gco)

"DON'T tell me what I should or should not do for my baby!! I do what the fuck I want! THIS IS ME AND AUGUST'S BABY SO FUCK OFF!" I yelled.

"Nah,it's just your baby. If it was august baby he would be claiming it like he should. Stop fooling yourself zoey,and wake up." He said chuckling.

I burst out with laughter.

"Well look who's talking! You think just because your about to be a father that you know everything? I haven't seen you talk about that baby yet. Do you even know when the first appointment is? Are you with your baby mama,making sure she's fine helping her through every step of her pregnancy? Tuh. Niggas." I say shaking my head chuckling just like he did.

I guess he was feeling a little salty cause I called him out because he started turning red.

"You know what zoey,you're just jealous because august didn't lay down and fuck you in order for you to get pregnant like I did. Psycho ass bitch! I hope that baby dies before it's born!"

"The fuck? Nigga shut yo hoe ass up! You didn't fuck nobody,you raped that girl and got her pregnant fuck nigga! You such a bitch made nigga man,fuck outta here!" I yelled at him. How the hell he gonna stunt like she gave him some ass and he straight up raped her. Stupid bitch nigga.

"I fucking hate that crazy bitch." I heard him mumble as he walked out.

I found it funny that he said that so I grabbed a glass bowl from the table and threw it at his ass. It missed his head by a few feet,but it sure did scare him.