She's A Keeper||August Alsina&Tinashe

Chapter 21: Remorse pt.1

"Everybody else basic. You live on a everyday basis. With poetc justice,poetic justice. If I told you that a flower bloomed in a dark room would you trust it? I mean I wrote poems in these songs dedicated to you." ~KendrickLamarxPoetic Justice
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Rhiana's P.o.v.

My eyes fluttered open to be faced with the whiteness of a hospital room. I slowly sat up wincing as I looked around the room. Flowing memories of yesterday came back to my mind. I grew angry,but not before I started crying.

I fucking hate drake. I FUCKING HATE HIM! I hate him and this baby! I'll kill it if I fucking want to! But...I couldn't... I can't. Why would I take an innocent life that had nothing to do with my problems? I can't live with that type of burden on my shoulders. Wouldn't be able to handle it.

With my thoughts all over the place, they stopped and froze in place when a nurse and August entered the room.

"Well look who's up! You feelin' okay miss sanders?" The nurse asked. August and I locked eyes. His pleading eyes got to my heart once again,but I couldn't show it, not in front of him.

"Uh...yes I'm fine I guess." I say never breaking eye contact with August.

"Why am I here?"

"Well,Mr. Alsina here will tell you that. You're just lucky he found you before you lost your baby. But I'll leave you too to talk about that. Just make sure you take these pain pills okay hun?"

"Sure." I replied. Once she left out of the room I deeply sighed.

"Why?" He asked.

"Why what?"

"Why the fuck you keep letting that nigga hurt you rhiana!"

"I can't fucking help it August!? How the fuck you expect me to fight him off and I'm fucking pregnant! I can't do shit but be helpless!" I semi-yelled.

He clenched his jaw while huffing.

"That nigga could have killed you though! Did you not hear what she just said?! If I wouldn't have found you out cold on that porch that baby would have been dead! You know how dangerous that is rhiana!? Do you?"

"Don't talk to me about dangerous things! Because if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be in this shit! You and your crazy ass ex zoey! Why'd you have to fall for me August? Why me!!?-"

"BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YO' ASS RHIANA! ALL THE THINGS I DID FOR YOU WAS OUT OF LOVE! SO WHAT I SLIPPED UP ONCE I'M HUMAN, I MAKE MISTAKES IGHT!? HOW THE FUCK YOU EXPECT ME TO MAKE UP FOR MY MISTAKES AND YOU WON'T EVEN GIVE ME THE TIME OF DAY! WHAT THE FUCK IS IT GOING TO TAKE TO PROVE TO YOU THAT I LOVE YO' ASS!? NAH FUCK THAY I'M IN LOVE WIT' YO' ASS RHIANA! BUT IF YOU KEEP PUSHING ME AWAY I WON'T BE HERE TO KEEP SAVING YOU WHEN YOU DON'T WANNA BE SAVED!!?" He yelled making me immediately become quiet. August was in tears. I was shocked, I had never seen him cry before and to see him cry over me..it cracked my soul a little.

"August..." I mumbled.

He didn't answer me. He just locked eyes with me.

"A...August..." I said a little louder. He slowly walked over to me.