Give me love (Cash fanfic Boyxboy)

Twenty Seven - Broken

Ok real quick we all know he was talkin bout when Cash was real, da fuck💁

POV; Sammy(😐)

*last day before Winter break*

I can't stand it anymore! I just want to die. I'm back at school and everyone looks at me like I just murdered a newborn baby or something! Like I'll slit their throat if they even talk to me.

Hell, even the teachers are scared of me.

I see Nash everyday. It's a constant reminder of what I did to him.

He stays close with all of his friends, they hang out with a new kid I haven't seen before, he looks as if he's replacing Shawn in Nash's life.

I hate that I went through with Nate's plane I seriously with I hadn't. I don't know what I was thinking.

I want to apologize to Jack G, Jack J, Shawn, Taylor, Nash, and Cameron.

I feel like shit for saying those terrible things to all of them.

*flashback*

Seventh grade, I hate it.

The only good thing is seeing Nate everyday.

No, I don't like him in that way I'm not a fag.

"Hey, did you see the Johnson today?" Nate asks.

"No, why?"

"Look." He points to the small blonde boy.

He was wearing a light blue dress with with polkadots and a white head band.

I think he looks cute. 

"Come on." He says nodding towards Johnson.

We walk over to him.

"Hi." Johnson says to us smiling shyly.

"Hey fag." Nate sneers.

Johnson's eyes start to gloss over.

They both look at me.

Nate expecting me to say some snarky comment.

Johnson expecting me to save him.

"What are you? A girl?" I ask a look of disgust on my face.

"Freak." Nate pushes him down.

By then Johnson is full on sobbing.

Nate and I walk away laughing.

*Flashback over*

God, that was the first time I ever hurt someone so bad.

After a few weeks of shit like that from me and Nate, Johnson moved away.

"Sammy?"

I turn around.

It's Nash and Cameron.

"Y-yes." I answer quietly.

"We need to talk after school. Meet me out front after the last bell." Nash says.

"O-ok." I stutter yet again.

They then walk away.

Cam leaves after saying good bye to Nash.

I should be in college, but nope I missed the whole last half of school last year.

My phone starts ringing.

"Hello?" I answer.

"It's Nate, what's going on with Nash and Cam?" He asks right away.

I'm tired of being his bitch, everyone's bitch for that matter.

"Leave me alone Nate, let me have a life. I don't want to see you ever again, and I won't have to because by the time you are out of prison I'll be long gone." I seethe before hanging up.

POV; Nate

Not gonna lie I'm shocked.

Sammy must've talked to someone to say that shit to me.

He thinks he can just leave? Not in my watch.

I can't loose him.

What the fuck?

I didn't mean that.

I mean he has to be my eyes and ears while I'm here.

Yeah that's it.

Fuck it.

I reach under my mattress and pull out my weed and roll up a blunt.

As I'm about to light it I hear Sammy's voice.

"Don't."

I look around the room.

I'm alone alright.

I go to light it again.

"Please stop. You know I don't like when you smoke."

I hear Sammy's voice again.

I drop my blunt and lighter.

I break down.

I love him.

How could I have been so dumb and pushed all these feelings away?

Pushed him away?

I'm sobbing by now.

"Shut up you fucking pussy." My cell mate groans.

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A lil quickie because I wanted to do an update for y'all. Anyways vote, comment, follow, and most of all enjoy!

Until next time my Hotties😍