"You alright Chels" Raymond asks we were at breakfast I was finding it hard to focus and I guess he picked up on it
"Yea I'm fine why" I say playing dumb
"You don't seem yourself" he replies I give him a small smile
"I didn't get much sleep those beds are uncomfortable" I lie Raymond just nods and doesn't question me further for the rest of breakfast we head to the training room there's a board with ranks
"THESE ARE YOUR CURRENT RANKS BASED ON YOU KNIFE THROWING AND SHOOTING YESTERDAY" Eric says I look at the rankings
1. Rick (dauntless born)
2. Chelsea (dauntless born)
3. Raymond (dauntless born)
4. Anna (transfer)
5. Shane (transfer)
6. Uriah (dauntless born)
7. Athena (transfer)
8. Mason (dauntless born)
9. Myra (transfer)
10. Hunter (dauntless born)
11. Ellie (dauntless born)
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12. Jack (dauntless born)
13. Tyson (transfer)
14. Rihanna (transfer)
I smiled till I saw where Jack was but it had only been the first day so he had time and it's not like he was last
"We will be practicing punching and kicking in the punching bags then after dinner we will be learning how to block and dodge" Four instructs today Eric was observing great we all went to a punching bag we didn't need a demo so we got straight to it I practice for 10 minutes before Eric comes behind me
"Quite the fighter aren't you" he says
"I don't know am I" I say pushing it
"Don't push it Peterson" he warns I smile innocently
"I wasn't pushing anything" he just rolls his eyes suddenly Ryan walks in and approaches Eric I tense up
"Note from Max for you" Ryan tells Eric handing him a piece of paper Ryan turns and smiles at me
"Nice to see you Chelsea" he says I feel sick and dizzy his threat spinning round in my head along with flashbacks of that night
"Peterson you alright you look a bit pale" Eric says I shake my head struggling to form words I feel like all the air is being squeezed out of me
"Chelsea" I hear Raymond's concerned voice I lean against a metal beam Raymond stands in front of me "Chelsea talk to me" he says I start to control my breathing
"I'm fine" I choke out Raymond looks me in the eye
"Chelsea you haven't been fine all morning what's going on" he demands
"Get off my fucking back Raymond nothing's wrong I'm fine" I snap
"No I'm not taking fine as an answer I think you just had a panic attack and I want to know why" he repeats
"It wasn't a panic attack" I say
"Your not indestructible Chelsea so stop lying to yourself now what made you have a panic attack" he almost shouts I put on an emotionless face
"Nothing for you to be concerned about" I tell him before walking off I hadn't realised all the other initiates had stopped to stare at us I walked to the tattoo shop
"Hey Chelsea you coming to get that tattoo you asked for last year" Tori asked I nodded I had asked for a tattoo of a quote (pic above) I laid down I was having it done on the back of my shoulder "so how's initiation" Tori asks
"It's a pain" I answer she laughs
"It's only gonna get worse" she advises I groan
"Great" I mumble we talk about pointless things for an hour
"All done" she says I get up and look in the mirror it's just how I wanted it
"Thanks Tori" I say she smiles
"No problem let me bandage it up and get you some cream" she says bandaging me up she hands me a tube of cream to apply I pay and walk to the dorms I sit on my bed playing with my hair until Uriah Raymond and Jack burst in
"There you are we've been locking for you for an hour an a half" Jack complains
"I was getting a tattoo sorry if I didn't inform you" I return
"Lemme see" Uriah literally begs I roll my eyes and take my top off I have a sports bra on underneath I turn round and take the badge off "that's awesome" Uriah exclaims I put my top back on and turn to face them
"So why have you been looking for me" I ask
"Eric wants to see you" Jack answers I roll my eyes
"Where" I groan
"In the training room" Raymond tells me I get up and walk to the training room I push the door open and see Eric leaned against a table fiddling with a pen
"You wanted to see me" I state he looks up and places the pen on the table
"Yes I did to find out why you freaked out when Ryan came in" he responds
"Not you as well" I groan
"I'm not an idiot it was written all over your face he's done something to scare you and I wanna know what it is he's done so tell me" he orders
"I can't tell you" I admit Eric nods
"And why is that" he presses
"Why do you want to know anyway it's not like you give two shits" I snap
"I want to know because you weren't scared of a gun yet your scared of some fence guard" he states
"Just fucking drop it Eric" I warn
"I will find out trust me and when I do I want a full explanation got it" he says I nod and walk away he won't kind out he can't...
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FanfictionChelsea daughter of dauntless leader Max has a reputation for being heartless and ruthless much like Eric but she claims to be better than Eric what happens when she stands up to him and makes him curious about her past and why she is so emotionless...
