Clang clang clang
"Come on time to start your fears!" Four shouts I groan holding my pounding head along with the other initiates I get dressed and wait for Raymond, Uriah and Jack
"Wow you look worse than I feel" I laugh at the boys zombie demeanour
"Why can't they let us off today" Jack groans
"Come on you wusses you've had a hangover before" I chuckle
"Fuck you Chels" Raymond groaned
"Now now Ray no need to be like that" I tutted he just rolled his eyes and headed to the cafeteria we all followed I had a strong coffee and toast I sat and ate it until Four told us to go to the waiting room outside the fear landscape room when we arrive I see the transfers looking petrified I took a deep breath and sat down as each person was called I got more and more anxious I was second to last
"You nervous" Rick asked I shrugged
"I know what's going to be in there I just don't know if I can face it" I sigh
"I know the feeling" he laughs lightly I smile
"Chelsea" Four says I take a deep breath and get up
"Good luck Chels" I turn and smile
"You too" I reply I follow Four into the room there is a chair with a computer next to it
"Sit down" Four orders I do as he says and sit in the chair
"I'm going to inject you with a serum that activates the part of the brain that processes fear you will have to either calm yourself so the system registers a regular heart rate or face the fear I will be able to see your sim on the screen" he explains I nod he injects me with it and I feel myself drift off
I'm stood in the pit it's empty no people I can't even hear anyone I walk around I can feel my heart rate increasing
"HELLO...ANYONE...DAD" I shout to no success I started to panic I took a deep breath and slowly let it out I did this a few more times until I woke up in the fear landscape room I looked at Four
"We'll done 15 minutes, what was that fear anyway" he asked
"Fear of being alone" I said
"Never knew you had that fear" he said I nodded
"Can I go" I asked
"Yep" I walked out and straight to the bar
"Give me the strongest thing you have" I demand the bartender nods I drink my sorrows away for the rest of the night...
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Not just an initiate
FanfictionChelsea daughter of dauntless leader Max has a reputation for being heartless and ruthless much like Eric but she claims to be better than Eric what happens when she stands up to him and makes him curious about her past and why she is so emotionless...