Make All This Pain Go

Chapter Fourteen

Day 25: Ashleigh's POV

We had just gotten home from going out to dinner with the boys. I was glad we'd decided to go out today. Most of the time, it's just Harry and I, which is more than fine, but sometimes it's good to get out. We walked into my apartment, Harry entering in before me. He went straight to the couch, plopping down. He reached over to grab the remote to turn on the television. I grab the remote out of his reach, just as he was about to grab it.

"What'd you do that for?"

"Harry."

"We don't have to. Like I said this morning.."

"Harry. I want to. I PROMISE."

I exaggerate my voice, causing him to chuckle.

"Are you sure about this? Because I don't want to take this away from you if your not.."

"You really are nervous, aren't you?"

"Yeah.."

"I'm more nervous. But Harry, I want to. I want to try. I really care about you. I want to show you that."

"You do show me that."

"You know what I mean."

I pull him up from the couch, then pull him close to me. I kiss him softly along his jaw, then plant a long, soft kiss to his lips. As we pull away, I can see Harry's eyes fill with concern.

"You're sure?"

"Absolutely positive."

He pulls me in to him, pulling me up, forcing me to wrap my legs around his waist. His lips pull away once again, but come back, harder and faster than before. He carries me to my bed, kissing me the whole way. He sits me down, pulling off my top, to reveal a light pink lace bra. I stand up, causing him to pout. I pull his shirt off, revealing his well toned, tattooed body. A small smirk spreads across his face.

"Well you didn't think I'd let you have all the fun, now did you?"

Now it was my turn to smirk at him as he lowers himself and me to the bed. His body hovers over mine, his lips coming back down to mine. Harry's hands wander down my chest to my breasts. I don't get startled this time, but instead enjoy his well practiced touch. His doesn't linger there long. I feel the largeness of his hands slide down my front, then wrap around my waist. He flips our positions, placing me on top of him. I kiss him hungrily, my hands now floating across his chest. I let them move down to the hem of his boxers, peeking out just above his jeans. I unbuckle his belt, then unbutton his pants. He pulls them off quickly, then reaches up to undo my pants. He pulls them down slowly. I'm suddenly very aware of how naked I am. He stares up at me in my bra and panties, him in only his boxers.

"You're sure?"

"YES!"

He positions my hips just above his crotch. He leans up, bringing me down onto him, kissing me passionately. I'd never seen Harry like this before. The love he was putting out into his kisses and touches, and his willingness to be vulnerable around me. As our kissing gets heated, I begin slowly grinding my hips into Harry's forming bulge.

"Good girl."

He smirks up at me, knowing that would bother me. I playfully bite his neck, placing a bit more pressure onto Harry's crotch. He pulls my lips back to his. I can feel myself reacting to his touch. I'd never felt so close to anyone before. That's when I knew it was time.

"Should I..?"

"Go ahead."

I can see the light in Harry's eyes, knowing this would be the first time I'd seen him fully naked. I move down to his waist, my fingertips playfully pulling at his boxers.