Keep believing and never give up . If I had a dime for everytime I told myself that. I would be a billionaire . I always asked myself believe in what . What is there to believe in ? I had to push that part of me to the side. Shit , I had to believe that I was going give myself a better life. That was no joke about it . I be damn if I stayed around this shit hole . That was a good dead mission .Getting out of bed was the hardest thing to do . There was nothing worth waking up to that I had . I was single , the only child , had little to no family . Kash was the only family that I had honestly . I ain't got no nigga cause of the simple fact there is some things that I will not take from a nigga . It's some shit that you will not call me and it's also shit that you will not say to me . Basically I have high standards . If you ain't meet at least two thirds of it than you was a non factor .
After about thirty minutes I was fresh and ready for the day . Since I ain't have no friends I just stayed in the house . Then again I never been the one to even give a fuck about friends or anybody else. So staying in the house was nothing new . I felt like I had my own apartment . My mama was never at home . She love the streets more than she ever loved me . I don't let it phase me .
She been addicted to the streets and drug since forever . Now a days it got worse . I love her but you can't help nobody that don't wanna be helped . It was bittersweet between us . I loved her from a distance . Sometimes I ain't love her at all .
I miss the days when she would come home and we would do mommy and daughter things . Back then I felt like I had a normal life with no problems in the world . My mother and father was married not most people parents are together . I had felt special in a way . I was the the only child living the life . Everything I want I got , and if I ain't get it then just know I got it . All that was gone in a blink of a eye . Before I knew it my pops was in jail and my mother was a drug addict .
Sometimes I just sit and think on how things could of been .
I finally decided to go job hunting . I had to start from some were . I grabbed my purse and my flip flops . I locked the doors double checking it before I walked off . The hallways literally had a different smell everyday . Today smelled like fish with a side of onions . I picked up my pace . I had to get the fuck out of there .
I hate it when a group of niggas just set out the door way . Like why ? That makes no since to even sit there .
" Dammn Ma ." Said somebody
I flash the man a quick smile . I ain't cocky or conceited but I knew I was fine . Light skinned with a body of a goddess . I was thick in the hips and had a switch in my walk . Had the body every female wished they had . My hair was shoulder length , my real hair . I wasn't one of those females that had the nose all high . I give props when do . If you fine as hell im tell you . Keep mind I'm not intimidated by no female . Just not even a female I wasn't intimidated by no fucking body .
I got half way down the block , before noticing a help wanted sign . Of course I had to stop by and apply . I walked into a shoe store it was a ghetto boogie store . It was in the ghetto with all the ghetto bitch , hood rats and Thots . They shoes ran at least two hundred dollars a pair . What ghetto bitch you know going buy em ? If she couldn't buy them with food stamps then forget about it .
" Hi , May I help you ?" Asked the cashier lady
"Yes you may . Thank you . I was just wondering are you guys still hiring ." I said with a smile .
She looked me up and down . Then had the nerve to twist her face . She even made me look myself up and down . Shit she should be the last one twisting her face at somebody . Looking the way she looking .
" WELL ? "
" I'm sorry that position has been filled ."
" Thanks any way " I said walking out .
A part of me told me she said that cause of the fact that I was pretty . Some bitches just hate just to hate . They don't even be having a reason to hate . They just hate just because . Like damn bitch get a life .
I wasn't even goin trip on old girl . She ain't hurt my feelings . It's plenty of more jobs out there . I'm determined to get me a job , any type of job . I ain't care if I was bring in them dead presidents that's all that mattered .
Seemed like everybody was out today the streets was packed and busy . All the crack heads , baby mamas , baby daddies , drug dealers , thots and kids was out today . The whole hood was out side .
Walking down the block I couldn't help but to hear bullshit . Whoever it was they was loud . For a minute I thought I was tripping . I could of sworn I heard Kash voice . I pushed my way through the crowd . I don't know why people do that shit . Don't just stand there get the fuck out my way.
When I finally got to the front of the crowd . I saw Kash and some dude going at it . Instantly I start throwing punches . I ain't give a fuck , Kash was my best fucking friend . He hit you it's only right that I throw a punch . If you ain't know now you know .
" That's cute you got yo little pet helping you ." He said backing up
"Hell yeah . You already know " I said running up to him
I was running up to him so he could bag up . Little did he know Kash was in the back of him . Kash got him in the head lock . I promise I ain't never punch nobody the way I was punching that nigga. My upper cuts was some thing sweet. Plus I wore knuckle rings twenty four seven .
I felt my hair being tugged on . All of a sudden I was on the ground getting hit . First thing that came to mind was get up . Without thinking twice I got up and snatched back . I spotted the female who yanked my hair . That bitch then fucked up . It's two things that you don't do is pull my hair or try to punch me in my face. If you did you better have hands like Ali . The girl ran up on me I step back to fast for her ass. That bitch fell flat on her shit . I gave her one kick to the face making her fall back down .
I turned around trying to see what was going on with Kash . When I saw two females squaring up with me .
" Yall bitches ain't goin learn ." I said laughing
I throw punches at both of them . Few feet away I saw Kash still giving dude the business . So I had no worries , cause I know he got this . I put my focus back on the two girls . I wasn't about to fucking play with them . I had bigger and better things to do .
I grabbed one by her shirt yanking her to the ground . I upper cutter her a couple of times before the other one attacked me . After a few moments later her and another girl was fighting . I helped the girl beat the fuck out of that bitch . After about two minute both of them bitches was picking each other up off the ground .
" Good looking " said the familiar voice
" I should be saying that to you " I said turning around . Damn it was that girl .
"It's cool no doubt . You was getting down with them bitches . I just wanted to do some shit ." She joked
I guess there was nothing wrong with kicking with her . She seem like cool peoples. There is nothing wrong with giving somebody a chance . She was already down for a round . I guess having a female friend wasn't so bad .
"TEE LETS GO !! You and yo friend LETS GOO!" Kash said grabbing us by the arm .
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Typical Girl
Random17 year old Trinity Davis has no choice but to face reality sooner than she expected. Seeing as though her mother drug addiction was getting worse by the day . Her father facing life with no parole behind bars . She than realizes she has no one t...