Typical Girl

Chapter 12

I haven't talk to Nobody in four months . It's like everybody had just disappeared. Kapone , Toni , Kash , Tyelle , been Calling Nique for the hundredth time , still no answer . I haven't talk to her since that day . It still mind blowing that all this time Red was her father . Never would of guessed or even imagine. 

Through the four months  I managed to get apartment quick fast and a hurry.  Seeing how I was only seventeen I couldn't  get one . Never had , wasn't thinking about getting a job and wasn't over 18 . The landlord and I made a arrangements. The Nigga just wanted to eat me out every other Saturday. You gotta use what you got to get what you want , I paid half of the rent any way . I had to put a roof Mimi and I some how .

I wonder some days if Tyelle was alive and how she holding up . I thought about her non stop . I cried myself to sleep every night hoping I would find her the next day.

" Heyyy Teee Tee baby " Dutchess yelled wobbling through the door .

" Dedeee " Mimi yelled back .

Dutches was about the only one I could keep in contact with . I didnt tell her anything that happen . I didn't wanna stress her or run her away.  I love her like I have known her my whole life . I love her child even more . Couldn't bare putting that shit on her mind .

I need somebody in my corner I felt so alone . She moved in with me , after basically begging her . She needed me and I needed her . 

" Still no word ? " I asked her gathering Mimi toys

" Nope . " she signed . " I have appointment today ."

She was on this wild goose chase looking for Kash , so was I . Of course with her being the baby mama she knew more than I did . So I just sat back while she did the work . Don't get me wrong I love dutches but I love my mother . It's been four months damn near 6 years cause that how it feel , since I saw or hugged my mother . I am starting to feel like a motherless child . 

" It's okay Dee , He will come around . You know how niggas is. " I explained .

" I'm due in two days Trinity. TWO DAYS " she said holding up two fingers " And this bitch ain't no where to found "

She started crying , like she always did . Like clock work She let it all out got up went to the kitchen got her some junk , made her and Mimi some breakfast food , and sat down and watched birthing videos . She did this every day .

I wanted her to understand that she wasn't alone , she wasn't alone at all .

" Granny wants us to move with her after the baby is born"Dutches spoke softly .

" No . " I said firmly . " I don't know her and I ain't leaving until I find Kapone ."

I wasn't leaving my mother or Kapone behind I couldn't do .

" Trin-"

" I said no " I said with tears in my eyes " Just no "

" Okay okay ... What if .. "

I throw my head back " I dont wanna talk about it . Let's get ready for your appointment. "

I picked up Mimi walking to the back . I figured we should get ready to avoid any conflict with Dutches . Her pregnancy hormones always had me in a mood everytime she came around . I was so happy this was about to be over .

" You wanna wear this one or this one ? " I asked holding up two different outfits

She chooses the one I liked it to . I loved this Mommy and daughter thing .