Typical Girl

Chapter 1

When I was eight I always wish to hurry and be twelve . When I was twelve I wanted to hurry up and turn sixteen . Now I'm seventeen wishing I was eight again. Life was truly sweet back then . Feel like I got all the weight on my shoulders now . Growing up ain't all it seem to be .

" Wassup Tee " Said Kash

Kash was my only friend . I wasn't a people person . I never really fucked with females . Females was always messy to me . I don't have time for that she said he said shit wasn't fit for me . I damn sure wasn't one of those girls who hung out with niggas all the damn time . That was so unlady like to me . Every time I saw a girl around a group of boys , I off back think she getting a train ran on her . That maybe wasn't even the case but that's just my opinion .

I still don't know how Kash squeezed his way through to me . He was one of those brotherly type of friends . He not even my friend he was my bestfriend . That boy was prolly why majority of these bitches ain't like me . They always assumed instead of asking . They all wanted to be Kash number one lady .

" What up boy . Surprised to see you , you aware that this is SCHOOL " I replied putting emphasis on school

"You got jokes early this morning "

" Nawl . You never here " I mentioned taking a seat in the class

"  I rather make money " He said staring at the girl in front of him booty . " Hold on Tee."

I swear the boy was a trip . Sure enough any bitch that Kash wanted he got . I had to the baddest walking around here . He had to the finest and realist walking around .

" This seat taking ?" asked a girl

" No " I said not paying her attention .

" Hi my name is Unique ." the Carmel complexion girl said .. I wasnt gay or anything but she was pretty . She was something that stepped out a magazine . She was thick in all the right places .

"My name is Trinity . " I replied with a smile

" You very pretty Trinity "

"Thanks ."

The teacher begin to give her daily lecture about life .Damn was she boring . Every word she said she had to drag it . Bitch what's so hard about saying the word . I was so happy this was senior year . My last year in high school . I'm beyond tired of this bullshit . Couple more months of this shit and it was over.

" What you on after school " she asked

" Look you cool and everything but I don't do females friends . Don't wanna come off like a bitch ." I told her straight up .

" No problem . I don't do female friends either . I'm not a messy female . Not All females are the same ."

What part didn't she get I didn't want to be friends with no female . Although I do get lonely hell I ain't got nothing else to do . Why not make one new friend .

" Ms . Davis And Chester would yall like to share whatever yall talking about with the class ?"

" No Ms.Woodlock . " I said rolling my eyes .

" I'm sure whatever we was talking about is sure in the hell more exciting than your boring ass ." Snapped Unique making the whole class erupt into laughter

I couldn't help but to laugh . She looked so innocent so her to even say that is surprising that she said that .

" BOTH OF YOU OUT ! I will not put up with foolishness today . " she yelled

" You decided to put up with foolishness when you thought that skirt matched with them shoes " I said walking out .

I didn't care I had way more problems to deal with other than that . I don't even know why I even came .  Promise I was better off at home .

" Yo Sorry I ain't mean to get you in trouble . " Unique apologized

"Its cool ." I said leaving out the double doors

"We should link up some time . I can tell me and you could be Best of friends . "

I didn't like the way how she said that . Most girls only wanted to be my friend just so they could get closer to Kash . Why use me to get to him .

" That's sound nice and all but if you like Kash . Than talk to him by yo damn self ." I explained walking across the street

" Who ?" She said looking puzzled . maybe she wasn't bullshitting me . " I'm just saying we could be cool . "

" Is that so . See You When I see you Unique "

" See you soon " she said going the opposite direction

Walking home always made me a little sad and irritated . I hated walking to a home full of sadness , pain and sorrow . I lived a typical girl life style mother wasn't barely around and daddy was in the slammer . Didn't have nobody to depend on . I guess it was true what they said everybody has a story .

Walking through the piss smelling hallways always gave me attitude . If it wasn't a crack head bagging for change it was a group of niggas always trying to holla at you . Nobody had nothing better to do but sit around and waste their lives . I always told myself I was goin to get my shit together and move far away .

Unlocking the door to a empty to small apartment was normal for me . I didn't really mind being alone been that way since I was ten . My mother was a dead beat ass anyway . She loved crack more than she loves her only child . We barely got by as it is . I had to get me a job I couldn't keep living like this something got to change . It's about that time to grow up . I was aware that Life was a bitch but I was prepare for all of it and more . Even if I had to do things I wasn't so proud to do .