You are responsible for the energy that you are putting out into the world cause that vary energy is coming right back to you . What you put out into the world is what you going to receive back .
I helped my mother through every thing . I stand by her even when she wrong. I know my heart is pure . My grades are wonderful. Learned how forgive and forget , humble , and God fearing . I put nothing but positivity into the world and the world spit in my face . I felt like I been chewed on and spit the fuck out .
At times I really felt I wouldn't and couldn't make it no more . Times where I cry , cry , and cry . I get up wipe my tears and keep going moving forward.
In this world and lifetime that's all you can do ."You mind watching Mi'Amor ?" Kapone asked hesitant.
I turn around and just looked at him . He knew damn well I wouldn't mind watching her . He act as if we didn't have this talk last night .
" Duh " I said rolling my eyes playfully . Putting the bobo in the little girl head . I braided her hair into a ponytail .
I only been around her for some hours. I had to say the lil girl had my heart already . I was definitely wrapped around her finger. Since she woke up all she wanted to do was play . I think I could get use to this .
This is something I want in life .
" I go wid you " Mimi shouted .
" Yes you get to go with TeeTee" he told her picking her up .
" Tee Tee . I can dig it " I laughed. I adore it . Since I was the only child . I didn't have nieces and nephews. I wish I did .
He stood there staring at her . I peeped that his eyes was watering . In my opinion I just think it hurt him more to see that she don't have a mother . His child is force to grow up with out her mother .
How could I live with myself knowing she died cause of me . How could I live knowing my bestfriend killed her . Not to mention how could I raise this girl daughter knowing all of that . I was goin live and be the best I could be to her . Shit, fuck it . It is what it is .
" I'm run down to my house and get ready . " I told Kapone.
" Trinity . Promise me . Promise me that if anything happen to me . You will take care of my child . " he said never taking his eyes off her .
I went into deep thinking about how that would go . Was I good enough ? Was I going to fuck up . Did I really want that responsibility of taking care someone else child ?
" Of course " I replied honesty . I would definitely . That's just the type of heart I have for Kapone . I would take care of him . If it came down to it .
" I told you . I got you " I reminded him .
Kapone turned the tv onto baby shark . After he place Mimi in her pack and play .
" I appreciate you and everything you do for me " he said grabbing my waist .
Just like that , my pussy was doing that dance it do . He smelled so good . His touch was so warm I ran my fingers through his dreads . They were so long . I remembered when they was lil bugs . Now they down his back .
" You welcome ."
" You my rock shorty ." He replied following me to the door. He smacked my ass " You heard me ?"
"I'm your rib nigga ." I winked at him
We stood in the door way looking at each other . He place his hands on my face . Pulling my face towards his . We kissed so softly , so passionately. It's like I felt this wave come over me . I enjoyed the feeling .
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Typical Girl
De Todo17 year old Trinity Davis has no choice but to face reality sooner than she expected. Seeing as though her mother drug addiction was getting worse by the day . Her father facing life with no parole behind bars . She than realizes she has no one t...