Chapter 10

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You are responsible for the energy that you are putting out into the world cause that vary energy is coming right back to you . What you put out into the world is what you going to receive back .

I helped my mother through every thing . I stand by her even when she wrong. I know my heart is pure . My grades are wonderful. Learned how forgive and forget , humble , and God fearing . I put nothing but positivity into the world and the world spit in my face . I felt like I been chewed on and spit the fuck out .

At times I really felt I wouldn't and couldn't make it no more . Times where I cry , cry , and cry . I get up wipe my tears and keep going moving forward.
In this world and lifetime that's all you can do .

"You mind watching Mi'Amor ?" Kapone asked hesitant.

I turn around  and just looked at him . He knew damn well I wouldn't mind watching her .  He act as if we didn't have this talk last night . 

" Duh " I said rolling my eyes playfully . Putting the bobo in the little girl head . I braided her hair into a ponytail .

I only been around her for some hours. I had to say the lil girl had my heart already . I was definitely wrapped around her finger. Since she woke up all she wanted to do was play . I think I could get use to this .

This is something I want in life .

" I go wid you " Mimi shouted .

" Yes you get to go with TeeTee" he told her picking her up .

" Tee Tee . I can dig it " I laughed.  I adore it . Since I was the only child . I didn't have nieces and nephews. I wish I did .

He stood there staring at her . I peeped that his eyes was watering . In my opinion I just think it hurt him more to see that she don't have a mother . His child is force to grow up with out her mother .

How could I live with  myself knowing she died cause of me .  How could I live knowing my bestfriend killed her . Not to mention how could I raise this girl daughter knowing all of that . I was goin live and be the best I could be to her . Shit, fuck it . It is what it is .

" I'm run down to my house and get ready . " I told Kapone.

" Trinity . Promise me . Promise me that if anything happen to me . You will take care of my child . " he said never taking his eyes off her .

I went into deep thinking about how that would go . Was I good enough ? Was I going to fuck up . Did I really want that responsibility of taking care someone else child ?

" Of course " I replied honesty . I would definitely . That's just the type of heart I have for Kapone . I would take care of him . If it came down to it .

" I told you . I got you " I reminded him .

Kapone turned the tv onto baby shark . After he place Mimi in her pack and play .

" I appreciate you and everything you do for me " he said grabbing my waist .

Just like that , my pussy was doing that dance it do . He smelled so good . His touch was so warm I ran my fingers through his dreads . They were so long . I remembered when they was lil bugs . Now they down his back .

" You welcome ."

" You my rock shorty ." He replied following me to the door. He smacked my ass " You heard me ?"

"I'm your rib nigga ." I winked at him

We stood in the door way looking at each other . He place his hands on my face . Pulling my face towards his . We kissed so softly , so passionately. It's like I felt this wave come over me . I enjoyed the feeling .

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