Typical Girl

Chapter 11

One night Tashell and I got into a big argument that lead to her always putting me out . She didn't put me out she dragged me out and would lock the door . I would be out there until the next morning or until she was another person .

Kapone and I would be out there watching movies all night . As always We fell sleep in front of the door but how we was laid . I had my head in his lap with his hand on my stomach . . Did she do the most ? Yes . She knew she didn't care , she was just that evil . One of them niggas made her mad so she had to take it out on somebody.

" So this why you talking back " she said kicking me in my chest .

I gasped for air as I balled up , she dragged me back in the house . Kapone just sat there . I always told him no matter what she do or how painful it look never get involved . I know it was hard for him to see cause he cried with me every time .

" Bitch! You have lost your DAMN MIND " She yelled in anger . She started yanking my hair .

" Tashell I didn't do nothing " I yelled Tranna get out of her grasp .

She dragged me all the way to my room . After a couple of my hits to my back she walked out . She never hit me too hard or did any real damage.

" God ... please . Take me ... I don't wanna be here no more . " I cried

I never got right back up , learned that she didn't like that . Laid there for a hour or so having her think she won the batttle .

" Stop putting your hands on her .... Than you doing all of this in front of her friend" Kane yelled at Tashell

" Nigga ... Fuck you . She MY DAUGHTER MY DAUGHTER . " I heard her mumbled . She was getting high when she mumbled

" Yeah aight . " He snapped back

I heard foot step and silence . I knew what that meant . It was " Play time " with Kane .

Kane was just one of my mother tricks at the time . She used him for his money . I use to think she loved him . How she would look at him . How she treated him . He wasn't nothing or nobody special .

He knocked twice on the door . I hurried up and ran to the bathroom locking the door behind me . I cut the light off and hid under the sink .

I always did it and as always it never worked . He picked the bathroom lock . Turn the light on while humming born by the river . How could you sing a pure song like that and be so evil . He turned the water on . The sound of the water made me shiver . It never failed ... when I was afraid I couldn't stop .

He put his gun down on the sink . Made sure he bought his gun and his drink . His grape juice as he called it .

You could only hear the water before you heard the sink door opening . Kane sat down in front of the sink pushing the door close .

" Come On " He said softly

I sat there and looked at him . I prayed and prayed that he would just leave me alone . The more I prayed the more mad he got .

" God . Please ... God please put your arms around me " I prayed

" GOD ! GOD ! OHH GOD ! " Kane called out . " I don't think he here Teebaby "

For some odd reason today he was patient .

" Get from under there before it get ugly . Trinity don't make me repeat myself " he said dragging his hand over his face

That day I decided to just face my fears . I slowly made my way out from under the sink . I felt in my heart that that would be the last day he ever touched me .