Chapter 7

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Knowing yourself is the beginning of all wisdom. Thats what my daddy always told me . I can admit I don't know who the hell I am at all . My life wasn't helping me understand either One thing I do know is , My soul is angry .

Walking into the pissed smelled building made my stomach turn . Today was something out of a fucking movie . Even worse it was just my luck to get invaded in on while having sex with a fucking girl , in a your bestfriend apartment that's magically happen to lock you in his place . Than to come home to the ghetto . Sounds typical to me .

All bullshit to the side , I enjoy today . The rush , high , and excitement . My life was boring , miserable, time wasting . Life makes me feel like I'm better off dead . Today, I wouldn't mind reliving it .

"Hey Kapone" I said being caught off by the little girl on his lap . "Hey cutie "

The little girl had to be about one . She was so cute with her puff balls and ribbons . She laughed while swinging her legs eatting a bag of hot chips . I bet she was going to be one of the kids with silver caps. In other words " bad as hell" . Baby Girl was a spitting image of him . This was my first time ever seeing her though .

He has a child ? I thought

KP was a dude that lived up stairs from me . We went to the same school but we only spoke to each at home .Literally. We was just neighbors that was that was there for one another . He was a part of one of the life's I live .

He looked up from his phone and examig me from head to toe . He licked his lips when our eyes connected . I don't know if my mind was playing games with me but he just had sex with me with his eyes . His face looked confused once he examed me again . Face was all twisted up .

" Wassuhp Ma ... You aight ? You look like you had a ruff day ? " he asked examine me once more .

I looked over my self. " Life and Mother Nature is tag teaming me " I smirked

" Alrighty Than" he chuckled.

"You and this sweet baby have a good night " I told him as I walked up to the door with 1D on it . The d was hanging . I scalped all the paint off the door , and not cause I wanted to. Mama had her days where she would get to high and spazz the fuck out on me . So that kept me occupied.

"You as well My lady " I heard him reply as I walked in my door .

I walked in to the radio playing Alicia Keys diary . The air was filled with the smell of fried chicken , yams , Mac and cheese . The apartment was clean with candle lits . It was dim a cool in the small apartment. The aura was so positive .

"Tyelle" I whispered to myself .

Tyelle danced around in the kitchen pretending that the cooking spoon was a mic . I laughed to myself , she didn't realize I had came in . I loved when I got this side of her . The non crack side of her.

My mother was young . She was 31 , my father was a two years older . She was slim with plumped breast with a decent amount of ass. Ty was semi tall, standing 5'7 with pecan brown skin that made her honey color eyes pop , shoulder length dreads . She had a full set a lips with nice long lashes . I kept her looking like a human being . Nobody knew she was a dope head outside of our home . She was somebody you don't mind waking up to . I don't mind waking up to her depends on which her I'm waking up to .

She got pregnant with me and my twin sister when she was fourteen . Tragically , my twin Tria drown when we was two . Another story , for another time. My father Tyrel Davis was 16. Ain't that so nasty ? How can you fuck on a 14 year old . He swear up and down that she lied about her age , but he said if he could do again he would . When Tyelle turned 18 he married her right away . They lived a decent life . She was RN and he was drug lord ... some shit like that . Lord knows they gave me the world and some . I was they world . I was giving time , attention , unconditionally love . Now I'm a house nigga . He went jail for seven years ago . He was sentenced 14 years to life . I never knew what he did . I never wanted to now , and never cared . After he went to jail , Tyelle ain't take it so well . We moved here cause she blew throw our money . She stop putting money on his books . So after two years we lost touch . On top of that she lost her nursing license. After that time I had stop calling her mama . We as on first name basis .

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