Spice - Jensen Ackles x Reader (High School AU)

Part 3

Your eyes fluttered shut and a small smile formed on your lips as Castiel's soft ones pressed to them. Your fingers played with the short hair at the back of his neck and his only tightened their grip on your waist.

The kiss was slow and soft, something you were used to getting from sweet innocent Castiel. No so much innocent anyway. All you did was respond even more to the kiss, putting as much love as you could in it and trying to let all your worries fade away; just to focus on him.

Yes, Castiel was your teacher and yes, he was older than you. You knew that he'd probably be in trouble if anybody found out about you and him, even if you were 18 you knew that he'd still have problems with the school, maybe not the authorities, but that was enough to have you worried almost all the time. At least when you were not in his arms. It seemed as if by magic that whenever you were with Castiel all worries seemed to fade away, which was part to why you always sought for his comfort whenever your problems were too much to take.

You had your doubts when you began this relationship with him but it was impossible to deny your heart the longing it had for this man. You had been attracted to him from the beginning, his good looks had partially attributed to it, but it was him as a person that always made a smile spread on your lips. He had an innocence in him that you had never found in another person, and even if most would find him awkward and weird, you could not help but find him adorable. He cared about you and your well-being, both physical and mostly emotional, and that was something you desperately needed, even from the beginning of your relationship.

You hated you had to keep it a secret from everybody, mostly your friends, and you absolutely despised having to lie to them. But you knew there was no other way. Yes, you actually loved Castiel- you had grown to love this man more than you thought you could, and all you wanted to do is show it to everybody. You hated having to hide what you and him had because even if he was older than you it did not matter much. He made your heart beat like nobody else (or maybe... not) and could make you more happy than you could ever imagine. All you wanted to do was show not only to him but to everybody else how much he meant to you. Unfortunately you couldn't.

All you had to do was put up with being him just in private. Not that you could complain much about that either. Even if you were in a 'secret relationship' with Castiel he made it look as if it was all but that. You two would often meet up after class, sometimes talk - mostly about things that worried you while he comforted you- others even kiss or just be in each other's arms. Most times when you had a lesson with him, even if you were feeling awful, he would always manage to lift your spirits with either a smile of his or simply with his adorably awkward reactions to Misha's teasing. Sometimes you would even meet outside school, once again lying to your parents about how you'd go by Felicia's house for a while or sometimes Jared's or Misha's. You hated not being able to tell them the truth just as much as hiding something so important, but you had no other choice.

A small content and happy sigh left your lips as Castiel's moved slowly in sink with them. Your eyes were closed as you tried to enjoy the moment as much as you could. You enjoyed moments like this with Castiel for sure just like the kiss itself. He had a kind personality, yes, but was so caring and considerate that it made you fall even harder for him.

There were moments that you actually thought he was an angel, if you took into consideration how 'holy' he acted. But then again, he did something likethis and completely changed your opinion-

The kiss soon turned from sweet and soft to more passionate and hungry as he bit sometimes at your lower lip. A small squeak left your lips as his hand moved to your thighs and he lifted you up suddenly, wrapping them around his waist and turning with you so that he could set you on his desk. You let out a small giggle and a moan as his hands moved up and tangled with you hair. This time he was kissing you more roughly and you certainly did not want to break away from him, but unfortunately the need for air was too much for the both of you to take.