A Woman's Worth (Book #1)

Chapter 23: Last Call

Ahayah

My eyes finally closed when Jamaica laid next to me cuddling me tight. I told her all about what happened, I broke down and she cried too. Never. Ever. No one has ever cried with me when I felt down. No one cares about me like Jamaica. Sad to say, I love her more than anyone at this moment. I can't lose her at all I just hope things get better. Or is that an understatement?

"You did this to me!!" Patience screamed at me. Her body was like a shadow and her eyes were a Ruby red color. I winced at the sight of her body hovering over me holding me down. "Ahayah I loved you I was just foolish to see that you were the only one for me." She whispered as golden tears fell from her eyes.

"You chose a perfect stranger over me. Someone who has loved you and cared for you since forever. And you wind up killing me Ahayah... you." Her golden tears started to fade and the anger in her arose once again. "Patience I didn't kill you. You killed yourself please. Please leave me alone. I apologize for not giving you another chance. You had way too many so I gave up." I whispered scared for my life.

I looked around and noticed we were in Jamaica's room still except she was gone and the room seemed to be floating. "No. You took my life now ima take yours." And with that being said she dove for me. Sharp claws and streaming red lights flashed my way. Her hands gripped my neck while her sharp nails dug through my skin.

I gasped for air trying to fight back but the blood started leaking like a water fall. Spewing all over the white champagne sheets. "Ahayah I love you." Patience said through clenched teeth. I didn't respond I just let her kill me. But not before I shrieked to the top of my lungs.

"Ahayah wake up!!!" Jamaica screamed shaking my body. My eyes popped open and I felt all over my body. I was sweating and breathing hard. I looked around and tears erupted from my eyes. "Whats wrong?" Jamaica asked pulling me in her lap.

I shook my head while the tears came harder. "Sh-she w- I...." I couldn't even talk because I could barely breathe it was hard. After a while of crying my body started to shake uncontrollably. "Baby I love you I'm here for you if you need me." Jamaica whispered as she rubbed my back.

I slowly started to calm down in her arms and told her about the dream I had. "Its gone be hard at first ma. I feel you. Just let me be here to help you outta this situation. Please dont shut down and leave me out. I got you I promise I do. I love you." Jamaica said as she laid back. With me laying on top of her.

"I love you too Jamaica so much. Please don't leave me." I whispered and let sleep take over my body. I feel safe, warm, and loved laying in Jamaica's arms I just hope everything ends well with us if it does ever end. I don't need another Winter, Patience situation. Not now at least.
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In the morning I woke up to the fresh smell of Bacon, Pancakes, fruit, and Eggs. My favorite breakfast ever. I got outta the bed after stretching and went to do a quick hygiene. After I got out I put on my quarter sleeve Red and white Super man shirt, black Jean shorts, and Superman socks. I reflat ironed my hair and shook it out. It's all cute, long, and brown.

I placed a gold chain necklace around my neck and red lipstick on my lips, a little light make up too. I had to look good knowing Jamaica, we'd be going out right after breakfast.. As I finished up making myself look good I went downstairs to where Jamaica was singing a Monica song. I just stood there listening.

"Here we are face to face with the memories that can't be eraaased, although we need each other things have changed it's not the same. Sometimes it makes me waaant to, where would I bee, if you haven't discovered which I diiiid inside of mee I know there was something that we could compaaare. Well I never ment to cause you no pain. I just wanna go back to being the same. Well I only wanna make things right before you walk out my liiiife.." She was blowing the hell outta Monica song.