all this time || j.b

• Chapter 44 Plan A •

Rudy's POV

We've been back in California for awhile now. It's been about a week or two. I haven't even been keeping count because all I can think about is Mia. Mia hasn't gotten off of my mind ever since. I haven't seen her but I've talked to her and it's driving me fucking insane. I don't understand what is it that won't let me stop thinking or crushing on Mia. I should have been over it by now. I've literally been attempting to talk to other girls. I've gone on dates but nothing like Mia. This is such bullshit. She did it on purpose.
My phone then rang.

Selena: Well have you decided?

Justin's POV

Everything has been going amazing. My relationship with Mia is honestly stronger than ever. I seriously got my Mia back and I don't plan on losing her ever. It seemed early to think but I knew she's the one I wanted forever. It's been awhile since we came back from our vacation and at this point, we've almost reached our 6 month anniversary. Very special, but I wasn't sure on what I wanted to do.

There is one thing breaking me right now  is the media.

Mia has been supporting me and helping me through this tough part of my life I guess. People don't seem to realize that just because I'm famous that my feelings don't get hurt. I'm not even performing right now. I haven't even considering thinking about new music but Scooter has and he's trying everything to get me to write a new single. I have some but it's not cleaned up. Scooter doesn't know about them and I don't want him too journals is a fail and it's mainly because I didn't get to put the songs I mainly wanted to on there.

"Hey you okay?" Mia asked sitting next to me.

"Yeah just thinking.." I said interlocking my hand with hers.

"Hey you've been doing music Monday's and your album will come out soon.." She said trying to cheer me up.

"That doesn't mean anything." I said not realizing what I said.

"Justin I know you're not feeling your best right now because of those dumbass paparazzi's but you know you do care about your fans and about this album. You worked hard on it." Mia said looking me in the eye.

"But they don't believe that Mia. I'm a bad influence now and my fans are now directioners and 5sos fans, anything but me..." I said looking down.

She lifted up my chin and said," I can't say that some haven't because I'm not 100% sure if it's true but what I do know is that you have millions and I mean millions of fans out there still supporting you throughout everything. They will always see the best in you, not what the camera's say. I believe in you, and I'll always be your #1.."

I looked at her and then smiled. I then grabbed her, in a cuddling way as she laid her head on the crook of my neck and we just sat there on the couch cuddling. She always knew how to make me feel better.

Selena's POV

"Stop denying it, I know you've fallen for that piece of shit." I said to Rudy.

"Why the fuck do you care anyways! How'd you even find me?!" Rudy said annoyed.

"Listen here viner boy, it's time to end their relationship.." I said with an evil grin.

"I, I can't do that to either of them." Rudy said looking down.

"Yes you can, you don't even care about Justin, you're just using him for his fame anyways." I said as Rudy stayed quite.

"Thought so, therefore I will call you soon. I'll keep you updated with our little plan." I said getting up and walking away. Soon Jia will be Jelena again.

~Moments Later~

"Justin Bieber was smoking pot earlier today? Does Mia Lancaster, Bieber's girlfriend okay with the man he is right now? Or should I say boy?" More upcoming later today at 4:30 on ENews!

Rudy: So the plan begins..

Selena: Good job, that's just the beginning of my plan. Nice pictures too. Talk to you soon.

Mia's POV

Justin and I fell asleep on the couch, but when I woke up I was by myself. Where did that boy go..

I walked around the house looking for him and I didn't find him at all.

"Justin?" I called out looking for him, but I got no answer. I was confused by where he went without leaving a note or something. I mean he didn't have to but I'm used to him leaving me a text or something. The door swung open as I headed down the stair and there I saw Justin.

"Oh hey your awake." Justin said smiling.

I came down the stairs and gave him a peck on his lips and was surprised by this new smell coming from his clothes. I didn't know wether to say something or not considering I knew what it was.

It didn't make sense though, his eyes weren't blood shot, he wasn't so slow with responses or giggly. He didn't seem to have the effects of being high. Although he was really calm. Almost as too relaxed. Way, way too relaxed.
I shook it off considering it could have been Khalil he was with. I knew he smoked pot.

"I'm really hungry, I have the munchies." Justin said making me feel uneasy. I was just standing there while I watched Justin go to the fridge as if it was.. heaven. That's sort of normal for Justin but I didn't know if it was a side effect either so I just blurted it out.

"Are you high?" I said causing him to stop and then continue looking for food.

"Why would I get high?" Justin said closing the fridge and looking through the cabinets finding a bag of chips.

Mmm Justin kept saying after every bite of chips.

"Justin.. I'm not gonna say I'm disappointed if you did but I will say this.. why?" I said leaning on the counter across from him.

"Just let me be, so what I went to go get high and I still am?" He said smiling.

"Justin.. you're not hearing me out.." I said looking him dead in the eye.

"You just don't get it..stop being so sympathetic towards me. I know you're disappointed." He said still eating his chips.

"I will never feel sympathy for you but I will feel empathy for you. I'm not disappointed. More like shocked. I understand it's hard, but you don't have to hide it from me. I'm disappointed that you tried to hide it from me. As if I would attack you about getting high. I can see that you used eye drops, sprayed cologne, but it smells like a mixture of Calvin Klein and weed." I said to Justin seriously.

He just stood there looking at me almost shocked by what I said and then he opens his mouth saying," Well when you put it that way you make me seem like an asshole."

"Justin you need to realize that in life we're always learning new things, new lessons in life. We're also learning from our mistakes and maybe smoking pot to take the pain away temporarily was a mistake but maybe it wasn't. I'm not going to be the judge of that. The mistake you did make was hiding it from me, but I'm not mad. Just let me be here for you get me? Let someone be there for you when I can't. Don't always rely on something that takes the pain away temporarily. Because eventually that pain you're feeling is gonna come back and it's just gonna suck even more. Better to go through it the hard way and get it over with than dealing with it the same way each day making the pain stay there.. for longer than it should.." I said and then walked away.

I saw that I had got to him and that's exactly what I wanted him to do. I just hoped that no one caught him smoking pot. I want the best for Justin and I'm not going to yell at him for it. Although I should, yelling at him is just going to make him feel worse and that's something I should understand. I needed to put myself in his place and he was just feeling empty right now. Soon enough though I heard those words.

"-for more on ENews!" I watched the TV say and mention Justin's name. How is Justin gonna feel about this?