all this time || j.b

• Chater 38 Vacation •

Mia's POV

I didn't get much sleep last night. I needed a night to process everything. I was gone for awhile but I guess you could say I'm feeling better. Nothing's really wrong with me. I mean no one wants to be kidnapped especially for that long. Most people do go through PTSD and all and I probably did but like I said, I barely remember anything. If I do remember then oh well. I can't keep reminiscing on things I don't need to. I don't know how to explain what happened and why it happened. I can't tell everyone or Justin why I'm not like broken. I am in ways but I couldn't just show it. That's both the kind of person that I am. I hated to look or feel that way so I would always hide it.

"Hey babe you okay?" Justin said holding me close next to him.

"I'm fine Justin, you don't have to keep asking." I said kind of rude. He let go of me, got up and looked at me.

"Sorry, I just feel exactly like myself. I'm not worried. They got him didn't they? So why am I worried. I need to move on with my life." I said getting up and looking at him.

"You really are strong and I'm proud of you, as the person that you throughout everything." Justin said opening his arms. I walked over to him holding him really tight. This, this is where I felt safest, in his arms.

"Hey I was thinking if we could get away for a few days, like somewhere not in California?" I said laughing.

"Wow really, I was actually planning on that so of course! Where to?" Justin asked me.

"I don't know like the Bahama's, Hawii, somewhere far from here. I'll pay." I said thinking of other places to go.

"I went to the Bahamas when I was 16 and I loved it. How about somewhere else though..Greece?" Justin said smiling.

"Oh my gosh yes!" I said thrilled.

"When do we leave?" I asked.

"Tonight.." Justin said smiling wide.

"What the?? How are you gonna get tickets like that?" I asked him.

"Baby I'm Justin Bieber, I don't need tickets. I have my own jet." Justin said winking at me and pulling out a suit case.

I couldn't help but feel really excited to get my mind off of everything and move on with my life. After all, my dad will be sent to Jail for life. Now all I have to deal with is the trial for my dad being sent to jail for life or the death sentence. Not that I don't wish something like that on him, but it's not like something I'd be upset over. I'd just feel guilty because I'm too nice to let someone die for me. Even if they did me or anyone extremely wrong.

I snapped out of my thoughts when Justin threw something at me.

"What the hell, what was that for?!" I said laughing as I threw the object.

"Well damn, I just thought since I'm the best boyfriend in the world I invited Lily and.. Kelsey. Maybe this might be good for you guys and I didn't just invite them. I invited some of the guys too." Justin said.

I kept packing until I heard Kelsey's name. I'm not really mad at her as much anymore but I'm still sort of hurt. Maybe Justin was right but at least Lily was coming and I was really happy about that.

"Ready?" Justin said zipping up his suit case.

"No, you never told me how many days we're staying there." I said throwing in my undergarments in my suit case.

"3 days, 2 nights." He said snaking his strong arms around my waist as he placed small kisses around my neck.

"I'd really.. Love it if you didn't leave me a hickey for the next few days." I said pushing him off me while I laughing packing the rest of my stuff. Thinking he'd leaving me alone he picked me up and pushed me into the bed.

"Someone's you know.. today." I said laughing as he pressed his lips on mine. Our lips moved in sync and his arms slid under my shirt as he held me. The kiss got more aggressive as if he was hungry for it. Yet he somehow managed to still make it passionate. In a way I did like it but I wasn't the most comfortable. Being touched by some random guy not too long ago brings back memories. It didn't feel right. Thankfully someone knocked on the door interrupting us.

"Shit, who's here?" Justin said annoyed.

"Bieber thought he was gonna get some." I said laughing and as I stuck my tongue out at him.

"Don't get too cocky about that." He said. Then I hit him on his arm and he opened the door.

"Justin! Nice to see you bro!" Rudy said giving Justin a manly hug.

I looked behind him to see Cameron, Za, and the girls.

"What the hell are you guys doing here, we're suppose to meet at the airport." Justin said with a fake smile.

"Carpool, economy is kind bad right now." Za said.

"What does- never mind. I'll finish packing and we can go." I said laughing.

"Me too!" Justin said following me behind but I stopped him. He licked his lips and then I said,"You're done packing."

"Aww.." He mumbled.

"Try to not do the nasty around us." Rudy said making us all laugh but made me blush mainly.