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So I'm never going to delete any chapter of this.
Why?
Well to put it simply, I want to look back, read the early chapters, and laugh at my stupidity.
Simply because it feels kind of satisfying to look back at who I was.
To remember how I once thought and how I got here.
Also nostalgia for later days.
Because why not?

The development of a person is certainly interesting.
Character development is essential to any good story. (Horrible, choppy sentence is horrible)
To me, this book or whatever you call it is really my autobiography from the day I started the book to the day I ended it.
It kind of shows to me how I changed as a person while writing this.
Each rant, each chapter, and each idea can tell someone who I really am.
The rather vague descriptions of myself can lead to quite hilarious thoughts from strangers about me.
Some may think I have brown hair, while others think I wear glasses.
One might think that I'm a loud, brash person who makes an innumerable amount of remarks.
Oh, I can assure you that I'm not any of those things.
I'm a quiet, awkward girl who likes to think and really doesn't obsess over things (I'm putting this in here to prove that I'm really not a fangirl quite frankly even though I may seem like I am though it's kind of complicated and this kind of makes me sound self-absorbed and I'm not too sure about that you'll have to ask my friends)

So this was another rant to add into my autobiography.
Another chapter to shake my head and laugh at.
Seems depressing, but it isn't.
So I'm not trying to make you, dear reader, feel bad.
Not at all.
Instead, I'm trying to encourage you to keep that terrible oneshot you wrote a year ago.
Keep it because it's something that you made.
Be proud that you posted something, no matter how terrible it is.
No matter how much hate you get (unless you posted something offensive that isn't a parody).
Perhaps I'll think of how naive I was in a few months.
I like to call it hope.
Hope that this world will become a better place.
Hope that we will become better people.
Hope that society will become better.
And this hope has led me to post chapters like these.
I'll continue having this hope and perhaps even spreading it.
One chapter at a time.

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