Secrets☆☆ Kian Lawley

21~ forgiveness

Zoeys pov.

It had been over 2 hours and Kian hasn't come back yet. We've texted and called him but he hasn't answered or just ignored them. The boys tried to distract Ricky and I by putting on a movie.

We were nearly finished watching 'the breakfast club'. I just felt like being alone so I could think about everything but I didn't want to be rude. I just wanted to be able to stress out without having people ask if I was alright.

I said I was going to go for a shower and they nodded. I slowly dragged my feet upstairs and to the shower. I undressed and went under the warm water but it didn't seem to calm me down. I miss Kian, I want him, I need him!!

I wash my face and try and calm down. After a few minutes in the shower I got out and started getting dress until I heard some yelling. Then that's when I heard his voice. I throw sweats and a tank top on and fix myself up a little and bolt downstairs to see Ricky, Conner, Sam, Jc, Trevor and... Kian!

They haven't seen me yet so they continued to argue. "No you don't understand I need to see her!!" Kian yelled not caring who could hear. Jc steps closer to him and said that he caused me pain and that he has no right. Kians eyes were puffy from crying and I could tell he was going through as much pain as me or even more.

I cleared my throat to give them a sign to let them know I was here. They all turned to me. Kian and my eyes connected and both of our eyes got watery. I ran towards him, jc tried to stop me but it didn't work. I wrapped my arms around Kians warm neck and he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me in close.

He buried his head in my shoulder and before we could talk I leaded him into his room were we could talk privately. We sat down on the bed and we still haven't said a word to each other. I didn't really know what to say so thankfully Kian spoke first.

"Look Zoey, I'm so so sorry about what I did, I should have believed you and I'm a terrible boyfriend for not trusting you, I do trust you its just all of the comments and everything people were saying was to much I'm sorry!!" Kian said whole holding my hands.

I could tell he meant every word, I knew I couldn't stay mad at him so I pulled him into a hug and said he was forgiven. He let out a breath and we were both so glad it was all over and done with.

He leaned in to kiss me and I did the same. Our lips connected and all of my worries seemed to vanish. It was just Kian and I. I missed this so much, I missed him. Before it got too heated we pulled apart and Kian grabbed my hand and pulled me downstairs.

Kian let go of my hand and ran up to Ricky and pulled him into an apologetic hug. Ricky hugged back and they started to whisper things to each other but only they could hear. It seemed like Ricky and Kians relationship was sorted.

Kian faced the rest of the boys and started to apologies. After a few minutes of his ranting and all the boys forgiving him we went on like nothing happened. It was lunch time so we tweeted a few things and decided to go out for lunch.

We went to taco bell of course. Kian barely ever let go of me but not that I was complaining. I got a text and I opened my phone to see it was from Lilly or Superwoman (AN if you don't know she is a amazing you tuber!!).

I read it and it said this... hey Z do you want to make a collab at some time it would be great to see you?!

I grinned. We were both really good friends and we hang out whenever we can. She was here for about a week or so and it seemed like a cool idea to shoot a video with her.

I texted her back saying 'sure I'd love to I want to see you as well when do you want to do it I'm free whenever?'. We walked into the food shop and we all ordered. As soon as I sat down I got a reply and after a few text messages it seems like we will be doing a collab tomorrow at lunch.

We were eating our lunch peacefully just chatting about random things until I spotted someone. My heart stopped and I froze I stared at him but he was already staring.