Secrets☆☆ Kian Lawley

31~ she's gone

Kian's pov.

Ricky and I just pulled up into the driveway and I rushed inside searching for Zoey. Why did she lie to me? She obviously wanted me out of the house but I don't understand why. I called out her name multiple times and got no reply from her.

I check all of the rooms and I went into my room and saw all of her stuff was gone. Before I could process anything I hear Ricky shout for me with sadness clear in his voice. I rush downstairs to find him in the kitchen with a handwritten note.

I see tears in Rickys eyes as he looks up from the note. "She's g-gone!" Ricky says choking on his words. Did I just hear him right? No it couldn't be true. I grab the note out of Rickys hands and my breath hitched as I started to read the sad words.

My eyes read over every single word convincing me she was gone. But why? I thought she loved me? Did I do something wrong? Was I not a good boyfriend? Did she find someone better? I dropped the note and fell to the cold hard ground.

My heart felt like it was about to rip out of my chest. How could she do this to me? I brought my knees up to my chest and started to hug them while the tears poured out. Ricky was instantly by my side and tried to comfort me.

It wasn't working, the only thing that would make me feel complete and drain in Zoey but she's gone. Ricky did some things on his phone then put it down. What did she mean by saying that she did this to protect me? So many questions all left unanswered.

I need to find her. I need answers. I need her. If I wasn't so determined to find her I would be on the ground crying my heart out. Soon all of the boys rush into the door and to Ricky and I. Sam ran to my side and pulled me into a hug which I gladly accepted.

They were all confused so Ricky handed them the note. Jc grabbed it and everyone huddled around it reading just like I did. They all had a similar reaction. "We need to find her!" Jc said. "We need to talk to her about this!" Jc added.

Everyone nodded in agreement. I stood up and wiped my red puffy eyes. "Where could she be? Everyone think!" I say still trying to get my voice the same. All the boys just started to say random suggestions.

"She wouldn't be at a hotel,"

"She could be at a friends house,"

"She may of took a plane somewhere!"

"Guys shut up I've got an idea!!" Ricky shouts and the room quietens down instantly. We all faced him wondering what plan he had. Usually it's always good. "Okay think about it boys. We have thousands of fans, Zoey has thousands of fans. Let's ask them. Surely one of them has seen her!" Ricky states wisely.

God I love this boy. I pull him into a tight hug but I let him go so he could breath. We all tweet out something to do with finding Zoey. We have all tried calling and messaging her put she doesn't answer. Soon #Findingzoey is trending.

After hours of searching for her online and in the city we still haven't found her. Where is she? My phone buzzes for the millionth time that day and I flop om the couch giving up. She's officially gone, I've lost her. I start to cry all over again. My phones vibrates and I open on to twitter to see what it was.

@KianLawley Hey I'm a huge fan and I hope you read this. I saw Zoey driving North on Wanders St. #Findingzoey. xx

Wait!!! Seriously? I shout for the boys and they all rush down looking exhausted. I show them my phone and they get hopeful. We all sit down and think where she was going. So she must be staying with a friend who lives down near that way right?

I go onto Zoey account and look at all of the people she follows that she could be staying at that live near Wanders St. I search through the heaps off people and nd so far no luck. Until I spot one name which seems likely. Stacy her best friend, but where does she live?

I go onto Stacy Facebook but it doesn't say anything. "Hey guys where does Zoeys best friend Stacy live?" I question. I see Ricky open his mouth with a proud look on his face. "I know where she lives but it's well hidden. "

I let out a sigh of relief and get up to go into the car. "we probably all shouldn't go and see her she might get overwhelmed?" Ricky suggested. Sam, Trevor and conner offered to stay but so did Jc. He said he will see her soon cause she's his sister. Looks likes it's just Ricky and I.

Ricky and I jump into the car. I was in the passenger while Ricky was driving because he knew where he was going. I stare out the window while biting my nail hoping this relationship would work. Rocky said we were 5 minutes away but he added something on.

"Loom Kian I know you are dying to see Zoey but I think it best if I talk to her first. Please. Just trust me!" He asked hopeful. I looked at him confused but decided to trust him. I nodded and he kept driving. 1 minute went by then 2, 3 , 4 and we were finally there by another minute.

Ricky parks the car where it couldn't be seen then he gets out and tells me to stay in the car. I see Ricky walk up towards the door and ring the doorbell. Soon someone opens the door and it's Zoey!