Can you Save Me?

Chapter 15

Delirious POV
Vanoss was driving to the store and the closer we got I started to feel uneasy. I just couldn't wrap my head around the idea I might be pregnant. Me? A guy? (AN: Personally I nothing against male pregnancy it's actually nice for once a woman doesn't have to go through all of the emotions and pain) I know Vanoss said he would always stick by me, but the whole situation just make me uncomfortable. "We're here" Vanoss said interuppting my thoughts. I sighed and got of the car. Once Vanoss locked the door and stood next, I think he could sense my awkward behavior. "Hey it's going to be alright" he said in a soft voice trying to calm me down.

"I know but I don't know this whole situation just makes me feel uncomfortable" I rubbed the back of my neck.

He sighed "Look I know how you feel this kind of feels weird to me as well, but I promise everything will be better. Think of the possibility of us having a family" he smiled at the end.

"I don't know whether I'm going to be good dad."

"I'm sure you'll be the best dad\mom."

I raised my eyebrow "mom?"

He wrapped his arms around my waist "yeah well you are the girl in the relationship" he smirked.

I pushed him "shut up" I tried not to smile but was failing.

"Come on let's head inside" he grabbed my hand walking towards the store. Once we got inside, it wasn't that crowded which was good. Vanoss wanted to ask someone where the pregnancy tests were, but I said no just wanted to look for them ourselves. (Tbh I don't even know where they would be in a store lol). We spend about 10 minutes looking till we found in an aisle with all of these women products. I grabbed one and quickly hurried on the line with Vanoss trailing behind. We stood behind this woman who didn't have much stuff, but she was moving slow as hell though. I let out a puff of air as I was started to get agitated. It took every fiber in my body not to yell at the woman to hurry up. Evan must have sensed my agitated behavior because he gave a side hug "hey it's alright just try to calm down." I sighed and relaxed my shoulders. Vanoss was always the one who can calm me down. Once the woman was done, I stepped forward and placed the test on the counter. The man behind of the counter gave a weird look that made me feel more uneasy. "You got problem sir" Vanoss asked in stern voice. The man eyes grew widen at Vanoss's sudden out burst.

"N-no no problem" the man stuttered. He quickly scan the item and put it in a bag for us. Vanoss paid, and I wasn't going to argue with him since I knew I wasn't going to win. Afterwards we left well more like him grabbing my hand and pulling towards the parking lot.

Once we got to the car I pulled my arm away "Evan what was that?"

He sighed heavily "You saw how that guy was looking at us."

"Yeah I know, but can you really blame him? You see two guys buying a pregnancy test isn't that of kind of weird."

"I know I know, but he could have been more subtle about it. He made it too obvious."

I sighed not wanting to continue this conversation "look I'm tired can we just go back home" I said getting in the passenger's seat. (AN: I was debating whether they should an argument, but I want to wait till later. Hehe) The ride back was silent, but I could feel my stomach churning the closer we got home. I felt a small jerk from the car turning to a halt making the pain in my stomach feel worse. I looked at my lap thinking about how this is really happening. Part of me thinks this all a dream, and I could wake up any moment. The other part of me knows this is really happening and makes feel happy to start a family with Vanoss. A slam of a door startled me letting me know that Vanoss just got out the car. I quickly got out and made my way to the front door where Vanoss was getting his keys out. Once he got the door open, I immediately ran upstairs to the bathroom. I didn't want to waste any time. My hands were shaking as I took the test out of the box. I didn't realize I was breathing so heavily till I felt arms wrap around my waist.