Can you Save Me?

Chapter 1

Vanoss POV
Today was the first day of senior year, which is not the best thing in the world but at least I get to see my friends especially him. Jonathan also known as Delirious is my bestest friend, but I do wish we could be more than friends.

I'm delirious outta of my mind. I'm delirious outta of my mind.

Speaking of the devil Delirious is calling me right now. "Hey Delirious"

"Vanoss hurry up and get your butt down here we're going to be late for school" he did his famous laugh which made my heart skip a beat.

"Already calm down I'll be down in a minute" I laughed. I hunged up and quickly headed downstairs grabbing my bookbag on the way out. I see Wildcat's car in front of my house. I headed towards the car and got in the middle sitting next to Delirious with Mini in the front and Lui and Nogla in the back. Marcel has his own car, so he's probably already at school by now.

"Finally, we've been waiting for ages."
"Delirious it's only been five minutes."
He shrugs "same thing"

"Hey! Can you two shut up the fuck, so we can get to school already" Mini said in his british accent. We all laughed while Wildcat drove us to school. Once we got there we had to the auditorium to hear a long boring lecture about what to expect this year. I didn't really pay attention all I could think about was how I was going to confess my feelings to Delirious. I'm not sure if he likes me in that way. Only Wildcat  and Lui know I'm bi. My thoughts were interrupted when I heard a familiar voice calling my name.

"Vanoss come on we got to get our schedules."

"Alright I'm coming I'm coming" I chuckled and quickly follow behind Delirious. Once we got our schedules we found out we had all the same classes except for last period. I had music and he had art but at least our lockers are not that far away from each other. First period was English, eh at least it's better than math. Delirious and I walked to class saw a line outside the door. We walked over to the line and saw Lui.

"Hey Lui, what's going on?"

"Hey guys, teacher giving assign seats." Delirious and I groaned.

"Well let's hope we all sit near each other" Delirious said. Lui and I nodded in agreement. Once it was our turn to get seated, Lui sat behind me, but Delirious sat two rows next to me. Great. The one person I want to be close to has to be seated far away from me. Well I can't be too mad at least we are in the same class. Before class started, a guy with dirty blonde hair, green eyes, pale-ish skin but not as pale as Delirious, and fairly buff. I have to say he's pretty hot, but I only had my eyes for Delirious. He gave a note to the teacher and was seated right next to Delirious. Lucky bastard.

"Hey Lui check out that guy seating right next to Delirious" I whispered.

"Hmm good-looking guy. You jealous?"

"N-no shut up." Fuck I stuttered.

"Sureeee whatever you say Vanoss." I look up to see them passing notes to each other. What the fuck? How can they be so friendly already unless he knew before school started it. But in that case why didn't he tell us especially me. We tell each other everything. I was going to alert Lui, but it seem like was too focus, so I'm not going to bother him.

Delirious POV
As soon as I saw Trent walk in the door, I had a feeling things were not going to turn out so great. I wasn't ready to tell my friends I was gay. I'm afraid they might hate me and kick me out of their group. Not to mention my feelings for Vanoss. He's just so fucking hot there's no way he can be gay or be attractive to someone like me. Over the summer, I kind of distance myself from the group because I didn't want to find out my secret, and I started to become really depressed. I met Trent, and he took care of me. After a couple of weeks, I started to fall him and so did he. Now we are dating, but I don't think my feelings for him will ever be as strong as it is for Vanoss. I try not to show it too much because I don't want to hurt Trent's feelings. I heavily sigh till a piece of paper folded up landed on my desk. I open the paper and recognizes Trent's handwriting.