Should've Been Us (Camren)

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Camila's POV

How do I always find myself in this position?

Staring into the green eyes I've grown to fall in love with, I leaned in for a passionate kiss. She quickly reciprocated with need as she snaked her arm around my neck to pull me in closer. Reluctantly, she tore her lips from mine as she began to raise her shirt above her head and I desperately started to remove my own.

I quickly took a moment to admire the being in front of me. No matter how many times I've seen her in her most natural form, I can't help but be transfixed by her beauty. Her pale skin sent a toxic heat to the most intimate part of my body. And those lips. God. The lustful look in her dark green eyes gets me excited in ways you cannot imagine. This woman sends each of my senses into overdrive.

Pushing her onto the bed, I straddled her and viciously attacked her neck with wet kisses and gentle bites. She moaned quietly, simultaneously running her hands over my heated skin. Swiftly, I slid my hand into the front of her jeans, immediately feeling just how aroused she was.

Without wasting time, I attached my mouth to her right breast, circling her stiff nipple expertly with my tongue and at the same time swiping her delicious folds with my fingers. "F-f-ucking hell." Lauren struggled to get out. I switched to the left breast and withdrew my hand from her jeans to massage the right with my free hand.

"Mmm, Camz." Lauren rasped. "I'm going to need you to fuck me." On cue, I skillfully unbuttoned her jeans pulling them down along with her underwear, fully exposing her most intimate area covered in arousal. It's amazing how I'm hardly doing anything and I have this affect on her.

I drug my tongue from her breasts to her stomach, stopping abruptly to suck hard on her skin, leaving sporadic red blotches behind. Making my way to her thick thighs, I maintained eye contact with her as I caressed them ever so softly causing Lauren to shiver violently. Without warning, I plunged my tongue directly into her folds, finally giving her center the pleasure it needed. "Damn baby! Go faster." My tongue gradually picked up speed, adding two fingers to fill her dripping center. The sudden change caused Lauren to grip the sheets in absolute bliss.

Pumping my fingers at a rapid pace, I felt her clenching around me. Sensing her impending climax, I detached my mouth from her clit, bringing my lips to the most sensitive area of her neck for a kiss. "Come for me, Laur." I purred sensually in her ear. Once I uttered those words, her back arched off the bed as shockwaves of ecstasy shot throughout her body.

She lay there for a moment to catch her breath. "I should probably get going." I sat up in bed with lightning speed. "What? Why? We've hardly spent any time together." I squeaked. "I know, and I'm sorry. I just have a lot of things to get done by tomorrow." She shrugged. "I thought we were going to breakfast?" I fell back onto the bed with exasperation. "Well we were, but if I'm being honest,. I'm not very hungry anymore and I really have to go." She replied rubbing her forehead.

I turned my back to her and stared at the wall in disbelief. I'm not sure why I was disappointed, she always does this to me. She comes over looking for some sort of release, then leaves me alone a short while later to bask in my dangerous thoughts. I never say anything to Lauren because I'm desperately in love with her. And I know she doesn't feel the same way about me.

I could hear Lauren shimmying back into her jeans and throwing on her shirt. "I'm leaving Camz." "Okay" I blandly replied. "Come on Camz, don't be like this." "Like what Lauren? You're always leaving me after we have sex and quite frankly it hurts." "I'll stay next time, I promise." She easily lied. I didn't say anything, I just listened to the steady drumming of the rain on my bedroom window. Upon hearing the soft click of the front door closing, I sighed loudly. Once again, I'm left all alone with my thoughts.