Fucking shit. How am I supposed to do this? This is one of the biggest steps in our life and I can't bring myself to tell him.
"Hey babe." Kev snaked his hand around my waist.
"Hey baby." I smiled as he kissed me. Maybe this won't be so hard.
"There's something I want to tell you."
"What baby? I'm kinda in a hurry."
"Nothing I'll tell you later." I smiled.
"You wanna come down to the arena with me?" he asked. Maybe I can talk to Becky and she can tell me what to do.
"Sure." he took my hand and we made our way out of our apartment.
"Something's not right. Are you okay?" Kev asked holding my hand.
"A lot on my mind, that's all." I ran my thumb over his big strong fingers.
"I married you because you're my best friend, and I'm in love with you." he paused, it was rare for him to be so sweet and loving. "I wanna do anything in my power to keep you happy."
"And that's why I married you. I love you." I kissed him as we pulled into the performance center.
"I love you."
"I love you most." he smiled and opened my car door. He looked down at me, carefully studying me.
"You sure you're okay?" he asked taking my face in his hands.
"I promise." he kissed me sweetly.
"Okay. I gotta go find some people, sort some stuff out, you know your way around. Call me if you need anything, I'll find you when I'm done. Okay?"
"Yes, baby." I smiled and kissed his nose. He walked down the hall towards Regal's office while I went straight towards the locker rooms.
"Rebecca!" Finn said, in his thick accent. "Have you told him yet?"
"No..."
"Bec, you gots to." I loved his accent.
"He wont listen." I played with my ring. The word "always' engraved on the back.
"Have you tried?"
"Kinda." I muttered.
"You've been with him from the beginning. He's gun' be so happy to hear this. Now, lass, tell him!"
"I will. Thanks Fergal." I wrapped my arms around him.
"Anytime, lass. I'm excited to meet the little fighter." he laughed and walked away. I went and sat on the couch in the little living room type area of the performance center.
"Baron! Have you seen Becky?" I asked as he stood in front of the fridge.
"Uh no." such a smart ass.
"If you see her...tell her I could really use her, please?"
"Uh, yeah.." he shut the door and walked out. "Becca wants you." I heard him say.
"Aye lass, what is it? She flipped over the back of the couch.
"I'm pregnant, Becky..."
"You're what? Becca..no..are you kidding?" she placed a hand in my stomach. "How long-?"
"Three months." I was beginning to cry, it felt so good to say it.
"Kevin, does he knoo?" I shook my head. "Rebecca! Tell him!!" she yelled but was laughing and crying the same as I was.
"I can't. He wont listen and I don't know how." just then, he walked in.
"Hey ba-" he stopped, I hurriedly wiped my eyes.
"Baby what's wrong?"
"Nothing, girl stuff." I laughed it off.
"Baby tell me." he demanded. "Rebecca. Now. Rebecca Ann Harper Owens. Now."
"Don't be mad?"
"Never at you." I stood up and walked over to him.
"Kevin. I...I'm pregnant. With our child. And I find out tomorrow if it's a baby girl or a baby boy..." I was crying so hard. People had gathered in the door ways and around the room. Hushed whispers of "Kev's having a kid...." and "Bec's pregnant.." fell around the room.
Kevin looked at me. Then took my hands, dropped to his knees in front of me and rested his head on my stomach. I felt his tears hitting my shirt. I felt him begin to cry. "I love you, so much." he whispered.
"I love you too, baby." I cried.
"It's a boy, I feel it. And I love him too. I love him more than anything." he was still crying.
Afterwards, people came to us and told us how great.
"You did it, lad." Finn laughed.
"I did it, man." they hugged.
"Gunna be a mommy." Becky laughed.
"You're gonna be a godmother." I laughed.
"You're kidding. Really?!"
"Would you please?"
"Of course!"
That winter, on December 21st, at 4:49 a.m. we welcomed our baby boy into the world.
