"How the hell could you lie to me like that?" I kept my voice calm and collected. "I give you everything I can, be everything I can. I try so hard to make you happy and this is how you repay me!" I beat my hands against Dolph's chest, screaming and begging to understand why he would do this. I walked into my locker room this afternoon to see Summer had been getting some pretty hot text.
"I shouldnt have...Baby I'm so sorry. You know it's just hard sometimes."
"Yanno what else is hard?" I took the ring off my left hand, the one that promised me soon a diamond would replace it, and I slung it at him. "I can't do this Dolph, I'm done." and I walked away, the one thing I promised to never do.
I took a few days off and flew home to get my head on straight. As I looked around my little apartment, I saw things of his or that reminded me of him everywhere. There was a picture of us in front of the statue of liberty, in Brazil, hiking, and then just pictures we'd taken over the last two years of our lives. I couldn't help but to break down and cry.
My phone rang a few hours later, I picked it up without looking. "Hey princess..." his soft voice said, this was the voice that held me when I was sick and told me how beautiful I was or the voice that slowly trailed kissed down my neck when I wanted. This was my Dolph, the one I fell in love with. But then those awful things he said to summer quickly flashed into my mind. I burst into sobs on the phone. "Baby, no no no no." he cooed and whispered sweet nothings into my ear.
"Dolph, I can't. No. What you did you cant fix. I may see you when I get back." and I hung up, bursting into tears.
When I arrived back into the wrestling world, nothing felt the same. I was now travelling alone and too afraid every one else would just ask about him. Sitting in my hotel room, I decided tonight was to be a night of hell yeahs and good times. I drank a little more than I should have and maybe got a little more drunk than I should have.
I was dancing with a tall handsome guys with short red hair until his hands got too frisky, I tried to push him off but the alcohol in my system was too much. "Leave me alone." I tried to swat him away as he kissed my neck.
"She said go." a familiar voice said behind me, but it didn't..i mean..it wasn't...I heard a thud and all was over.
When I woke up I was in my bed, a blanket tossed over me as I slept in my favorite t-shirt. My head was pounding and the room spun around and around.
"Hey princess." it was Dolph, my handsome, charming, sweet, smart, amazing...no longer boyfriend. I remembered I was mad and turned away from him. "What, I save you and that still ain't enough?" he smiled. "I'm mad at you." I pouted.
"You can't be forever." he tried to climb into the bed next to me.
"No." I pushed him out.
"Why are you doing this?" his normally cheerful demeanor was now raging and broken.
"Because you took the one thing we had, the one thing I held sacred, the one thing I loved more than I have ever loved anything else in this whole entire world and ruined it. You broke my heart, Nick. Why would you do something like this to me? I love you! I got you your job back and still you want to run around and play games with the one person who's ever really given a care in the world about you. I can't do that if I don't know you love me too." I cried and threw the closest thing I could find at him.
"I love you." his eyes were overflowing with tears.
"Then prove it." and with that he left. Just walked out of my life entirely, like I was nothing..
As I went to step out of my room that night, a giant teddy bear, three shopping bags and a card sat in the hallway. I drug it all inside, opening the card first.
My princess,
I'm so sorry any of this ever happened. It was a moment of weakness. We can't all be perfect like you. All I know is I've never loved someone as much as I love you and I never will. Dinner's at seven.
Xoxox,
Your Nicky
I smiled as I pulled a blue and pink dress from one bag, some new lingerie from the other and make up from the other.
Something inside of me told me to slip on the dress and meet him, humor him. Besides, no matter how hard I fought it, I loved him with everything in me.
I sautered downstairs, my hair curled and bouncing behind me. My make up was dark enough to entice but light enough to make him remember the girl he'd lost.
"I have dinner with Mr-
"Right this way." the host led me to a table surrounded by candle light, I then noticed not another soul was in that restraunt.
"Darling, you look beautiful." he smiled and kissed my cheek. He wore a white button up shirt, sleeves rolled to his elbows, dress pants and a bowtie I had bought him this past spring.
"You really went all out." I giggled.
"You told me to prove I loved you." he pulled my chair out and ordered a bottle of wine.
We began talking, laughing and joking the way we had when we first fell in love. I looked at him the same way as I did then, not anything less. He ordered all my favorite foods and my favorite songs played softly in the background.
"Now.." he smiled, coming to my side..dropping to one knee in front of me. "I don't ask much, I ask for your forgiveness. Please just forgive me. I'm not perfect but God I love you, I swear to god will never love another person like I have you. You're the best thing to ever happen to me. And i can't stand to lose you. I give you this ring, again, in hopes that one day I will see that fine ass of yours in a white dress and I'll never have to lose you again." he held my promise ring, the one I had so angrily thrown days before. "What do you say, princess?" I nodded my head quickly, tears filling my eyes.
"I love you so much." I cried taking into my arms the only man I would ever love.
