smuuuutttttt
I woke up, panicked and short of breath. My hair was matted to the pillow and my eyes took forever adjusting to the dark. My hand flew instinctively to the necklace I always wore. I played with the familiar charm, running it over my thumb until I caught my breath. I quietly tried to sneak out of bed.
"Where do you think you're going?" Adrian hissed still half asleep. "Back in bed, darling. Its late." He pulled me down to him, his voice husky in my ear chills down my spine. His accent lulled me back to sleep but made less innocent thoughts surface in my brain.
I crawled back into bed, pressing my bum firmly against his middle. "Where did you think you were going, love?" He ran his fingers under my t-shirt & gently played with my tummy.
"Bad dream." I mumbled.
"Tell me about it."
"I dont remember.." I said honestly.
"Its okay, darling. Just stay right here with me & I'll make it all okay. I love you." The way he said those three words, his accent harder than usual, his voice husky, his lips resting on my ear, I couldn't help but to arch my back against him. "Someone doesn't want to sleep, does she? Well, that's too bad, love. I want cuddles and I want my beautiful girlfriend to stay right here in bed with me." he rolled over on his back and kept me curled me against his side. He ran his fingers through my hair and I felt the world close in around me. "I love you, princess." were the last words I heard before I drifted back into a world full of happy dreams and good things.
I woke up to the feeling of his lips on my tummy, down my tummy to the hem of my shorts and back up again. He did this three times before slowly sliding my shorts down and kissing across my hips. "Adrian." My breath hitched in my throat and I grabbed a handful of his hair as he sucked softly on my hip bone.
"Good morning, princess." He smiled up at me.
"Come here." He crawled up to me and I kissed him hungrily, I needed him. I needed the love and feelings only he could offer me. He held my hands down and kissed my neck, down to my collar bone, back up to my ear.
"I love you." He whispered, his breath hot against my ear.
"I love you." I mumbled. His hand went down my stomach, pulling at my panties as he hit my waist line. I nodded as he looked back at me, my panties were gone in one sweep. I giggled as Adrian straddled me. His muscles glowed, he glowed. His eyes glared holes into mine. It all just made me want him more. "Now please?"
"No condom...?" He cocked his head sideways and it just made me fall even more in love with him.
"I'll go get a morning after pill, we're engaged Adrian. It'll be okay." I stroked his face and he kissed my palm.
"I'm going to marry you, and god you'll be one hell of a mother."
"Stop talking and make love with me." I pulled him down to me, kissing him hard. I bit at his bottom lip as he slid inside. Oh my god, he felt so good. I srched my back and moaned his name as he pushed deep inside of me for the first time. He took the opportunity and buried his head in my neck, wrapping his arms around my shoulders. We held each other as we reached our climaxes. My nails digging into Adrian's back sent him over the edge.
"Baby, fuck, fuck, god..." And I got mine. We laid there a sweaty mess. Adrian eventually rolled over, chucking a deep, low chuckle that sent chills through my still sensitive body. "Why don't we go make breakfast, love?" He said as he pulled on a pair of boxers and threw me one of his t-shirts.
"Sounds perfect." He took my hand and guided me into the kitchen.
*eight weeks later*
I sat in the bathroom, my head in my hands. I didnt know what the fuck I was supposed to do. Adrian would be home tomorrow night. And like clockwork, my phone rang.
"Hey, love." He said over the line.
"Hey handsome." I tried not to sound discouraged but he knew me too well."
"Baby, talk to me."
"Nothing, nothing. I just miss you."
"I miss you too, darling. I'll be home tomorrow, we get married next week. And forever is ours." He sounded so excited. I couldn't help but love the way he said forever. I decided then and there I would tell him tomorrow when he came home.
I made all uis favorite foods and put on cute clothes. He walked into the door like aleays, bags down and picked me up in the air. God I loved him. "God, you get more beautiful everytime I leave. I love you so much." He kissed me and set me down.
"Adrian..." I reached in my back pocket...three test were there, all possible.
"Yes, love?" His eyes showed worry.
"I have to show you something."
"Baby..." I pulled the tests from my pocket and laid them on the counter. "Youre kidding." He looked down at me.
"No..." I shook my head, he looked upset at first.
"I'm gunna be a dad?" He laughed.
"Yes." I giggled.
"Oh my god..." He dropped into the chair next to him and began crying. "We have a family." He held me close to him.
That fall, Xavier Ryan was born and we had the beginning of a beautiful family.
