MY SWELLED EYES WERE HURTING AS OF SOMEONE SCRATCHED THEM FROM THE INSIDE , I DIDNT SLEEP FOR A SINGLE SECOND THE WHOLE NIGHT I JUST KEPT WEEPING AS MY PILLOWS WERE ALL WET AND THE PAGES OF MY DIARY WERE FILLED WITH MY STORY I KEPT WRITING ALL NIGHT FROM THE TIME I MET MANIK TO THE INCIDENT THAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT EACH AND EVERY PAGE HAD SCATTERED INK BECAUSE OF MY TEARS I WAS LYING IN MY BED WHEN THE SUN RAYS HIT MY FACE , I STOOD UP AND KEPT MY DIARY ON THE SIDE TABLE AND LEFT FOR THE WASHROOM I WENT INSIDE AND TOOK A LONG SHOWER WHEN I HEARD SOHA CALLING MY NAME
S : nandini , are u inside *she said while knocking on the door*
I came out and opened the door
N : hey . *I gave her a faint smile*
S : I want to tell you something really important
* I knew what she wanted to tell me but I remained silent*
N : han , bolo
but mukti called her down before she could say anything I silently thanked god because I didn't have enough courage to go through all of that again
I went down and I got myself busy with the preparations for the party in the evening but my eyes kept searching for manik , my eyes were craving for his sight but dhruv told me he has gone out for some work
and the I heard the door bell , I could feel him around so I just threw all the sorrow from my face to a corner of my heart and wore my fake smile hiding a billion tears behind it as I saw him entering the hall he greeted everyone and smiled at me with a wink each and every of his gesture was hurting me even more , i wiped my tear and got busy in my work , and suddenly i felt a familiar touch on my hand as someone pulled me into the nearby room
N : manik choro mujhe , kya kr rahe ho
M : aray yaar tum kabhi chup nahi reh sakti kya
N : manik tumhara problem kya hai , kyun mujhe irritate karte rehte ho tum mujhe
M : uff MISS.JHANSI KI RANI ek sec itna hyper kyun ho rahi ho
N : manik , kya problem hai
*he pulls out a box from the pocket of his blazer*
N : what's this ??
M : i saw this and u were the first person that came to my mind
*he opened the box with beautiful silver earrings with golden designing*
M : for you
N : manik but yeh ....
M : aray baba i saw it and i imagined you wearing these and they even go perfectly with your outfit for today
N : manik , i cant take these
M : why ?
N : manik , come one i cant means i cant na and why did you bought them for me i mean u don't have to do all this for me now please
M : nandu whats wrong with you i got these for U , and why cant i do this for u i have a right to do so
N : and who gave you the right to do so ?
M : i don't need anyones permission to gift u something , i......i am your best friend , god damn it!!
N : exactly ! you are my best friend not my boy friend so please stop doing all of this for me
M : nandini tumhe ho kya gaya hai aaj ?? kya ajeeb batain kr rahi ho tum whats gotten into you
N : manik i am fine but i just need you to stop doing so much for me tum hamesha toh nahi reh sakte na mere saath to pamper me and to take care of me so just let it be...
*manik was way too hurt by the last lines she bluntly spoke but he knew something was wrong with her for the past 2 days as she had been acting differently *
i got busy in work and then went to my room but surprisingly there was box and a note on my dresser i saw the note and it said
*i know something's wrong but i am not forcing you to tell me anything but i really want you to wear these in the evening and i would understand that u still care about me and i am still and important to you , love M*
i held the note tightly and cried my heart out
N : why manik why , why are you making it impossible for me to move on , please stop it i cant handle it anymore , main aur bardasht nahi kar sakti i would die with this pain in my chest , this heartache is killing me , please just don't do this to me .......................
sorry i know its short but i am quite busy these days with my school and all so MUJHE MAAF KARDO , PARTH SAMTHAAN KE LIYE MUJHE CHOR DO ..... daantna mat han jaldi theek se update kar doon gi bacha sabr ka phal meetha hota hai :p any ways now that i am done with my stupidities i just want to thank you guys for giving so much love and support to my story , U GUYS ROCK and han keep reading it warna mujhe MANIK jitna gussa a jai ga :P jk jk , but thank u guys , i love you all <3
