I WOKE UP AT 12 P.M I HAD ALREADY TOLD NAVYA TO NOT LET ANYONE DISTURB ME , I WAS ON THE FLOOR ,MY EYES SWELLED UP BECAUSE OF ALL THE TEARS , MY CHEST STILL PAINING OR MAYBE IT WAS JUST MY HEART WHICH COULDN'T TAKE ALL OF THAT PAIN I WENT TO THE WASHROOM AND WASHED MY FACE I LOKKED INTO THE MIRROR AND SAID :
*gather yourself nandini. if he doesn't love you that's not the end of the world he's you best friend and he'd always be , just keep your emotions hidden u have to do it , do it for Soha , remember you owe your life to her , you always wanted to do something for her, right ? then this is the time , I just have to let go of manik . it cant be that difficult , keep your head high , be strong and fake a smile *
a lone tear escaped my eye as I wiped it away and smiled at my image in the mirror , I came out and checked my phone I had 20 missed calls and 45 texts all from manik , I went outside and no one was there I suddenly heard maniks door I turned around as manik came and held me forcefully
M : nandini what the hell is wrong with you ? *he shouted at me*
N : manik kya kar rahe ho leave me its hurting , damn it .
M :* he instantly left me when he heard the word hurt * why weren't you picking up
N : I was asleep manik *as I controlled my tears*
M : han but what happened to you all of a sudden , u came into my room last night and then you left without saying anything
N : nothing , I wasn't feeling very well toh I left
M : bataya kyun nahi , we could have gone to a doctor na . but are you ok now , huh ?
N : I am fine manik , stop worrying !! * I almost shouted*
M : stop worrying , nandini tumhe kya hua
N : kuch nahi , I am fine
* he pulled me close and looked straight into my eyes*
M: u cant lie to me
N : manik I am fine , now leave me
* I walked away and went straight into my room before he could ask any more questions as couple of tears escaped from my eyes , after a while manik entered the room I quickly wiped away my tears as he kneeled down in front of me and handed me a cup of coffee , I took it avoiding any eye contact with him *
M : nandu I know something is bothering you , and I also want you to tell me about it but I wont force you ab tum mujhe tab hi batana jab tumhara dil mujhe batane ko mane
* I simply nodded and faked a smile *
M : and han btw sab bahar gaye hai shopping ke liye parson abhi ki party ka theme traditional hai na , u were sleeping toh I will take you in evening
N : no thanks manik, I really don't feel like going anywhere
M : oye hello no ones asking you I am telling you
*he said as he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear , for the first time his gestures were hurting me as he was making it more difficult for me to accept the fact that he doesn't love me *
N : but manik...
M : no if's and no but's , I want you ready at 6 p.m sharp ab stop asking questions and finish your coffee
* he left the room and I was completely lost in my thoughts when everybody was back I could tell cuz I could hear cabir and navya fighting I gathered all my courage and took a deep breath asi opened the door and went downstairs , cabir and navya were fight ing over something as everybody was laughing at them*
N : guys why are you both fighting
C & nav : abhi nahi nandini!! *they said together and I was like waaaat *
Nav : cabir tum toh na mujhse baat hee mat kiya karo
C : han , mujhe bhi koi shouq nahi hai tumse baat karne ka
NAV : toh kyun kr rahe ho baat humne toh nahi kaha tha ke humse baat karo
C : GOD !! yeh black and white madhubala kahan maine ise mang liya tha church m...... shit !!
*all of us were shocked*
NAV : kya , kya bola tumne
C : k....k....kuch nahi main kya bolun ga , tum tum topic change mat karo
NAV : TUM topic change mat karo *she said forcing on tum* abhi kya kaha tumne , tumne hamain manga
C : abbey oye kam sunti ho kya , maine kaha maine iss se chutkara mang liya , main tujhe mang kar apna naseeb kyun phutwaun ga
NAV : han toh agar ham itne hee bure hain toh kyun fevicol ki tarah 24 ghante humse chipke rehte ho , jahan jaati hun wahan a jate ho problem kya hai tumhara han ?
C : woh ...... woh toh coincidence hota hai
NAV : han han hamesha coincidence hee hota hai
* I interrupted both of them as I kept my hands in front of their faces and stood in between both of them *
N : stop it you two , hua kya hai *as everybody kept laughing as loud as they could*
C : dekho na isko she is always irritating me for no damn reason
Nav : hum , hum irritate karte hain , aur tum toh bare doodh se dhule hue ho
n : guys stop it bacho ki tarah lar rahe ho calm down and stop fight , navya sorry bolo cabir ko
NAV : hum kyun sorry bolain , ghalti uski hai
C : abbey maine kuch nahi kiya
N : mujhe kuch nahi pata , navya just apologise to him
NAV : sorry ..
N : hello cabir ji , aapko application deni pare gi navya ko sorry bolne ke liye
C : han han sorry
N : hug it out
C & NAV : never !
N : hmm *I said in a angry tone*
* and they instantly hugged and said sorry again for real this time *
MU : yaar nandini only you can handle them
A : and us
S : aww
* as we all bursted into laughter*
I looked at manik who was already looking at me with a smile on his face *
MANIK'S P.O.V
No other person could handle us monsters so well , she has turned us all into humans who are not afraid to hide their feelings anymore , we have changed , changed for good because of her . damn I LOVE HER SO MUCH
Nandini's p.o.v :
manik please don't look at me like that , you are just making it difficult for me to handle this situation , I need to let you go manik , I need to let these feeling out of my heart , because.......because I know I CAN'T LOVE YOU.................
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