Bad boy love

Part43

Harry's P.O.V:
I wake up to Riley cussing at herself for tripping on something. "Shit!!!" "Riley? Where are you going?" "Oh um sorry for waking you up I just have to take a piss," she says embarrassed. "Oh okay come back soon okay," I tell her and lay back to sleep some more. I dream about Riley leaving me for some reason. "Riley? Where are you going?" "I hate you Harry!!! What you did is unforgivable!!! I never thought you would do that to me," dream Riley tells me. "Riley I'm s-sorry what ever I did lets work it out," I beg her but she slowly disappears as I call out for her. "Riley!!!"

"Harry!!! Wake up babe!!!" I wake up to Riley shaking me and holding me tight. "Riley?" "Harry what were you dreaming?" "I..." Is all that comes out of my mouth. I'm shaking in her arms and a worried face is plastered on her beautiful features. "You what Harry?" "You left me, I dreamed you left me," I tell her and my ego is slowly dissolving, I don't like it at all. "I will never leave unless you give me a reason to," she says truly and I hope I don't ever give her a reason to leave me. "Don't let me go...if I ever do give you a reason to leave me...please don't ever let me go," I beg her and I don't give a shit if I show her me even if my ego hates it. "Harry?" "Yea," I look at her. "Don't let me go either," she says in her vulnerable state. "How? If I love you to much to let you go," I tell her the truth.

She holds me, I hold her back and I love having her here with me. Everything, I mean everything has changed and it's all thanks to her, my love. My only love. I lost her once I'm not gonna lose her again. What ever it takes to make her stay. She plays with my hair and I rub her thighs that are soft as a baby's butt. "What do you wanna do today?" She looks at me and I actually don't know what I wanna do. "Whatever you wanna do," I tell her and give her a small smile. "I had in mind that we could go rent movies or go to the movies or watch HBO movies," she laughs. "So I see you just want to watch movies," I chuckle at her options. "Yeah basically maybe other things," she smiles enough that her cheeks cover her eyes.

"Like what do you have in mind," I smirk at her. "Like cuddle in a blanket and than have sex or something," she blushes and looks at me than the balcony. "Why not right now? I can have you bend over right now and moaning my name in seconds," my dirty words make her heart beat fast and her tense up. "Not right now," she gulps. "Suits yourself," I tell her and get up. "Where are you going?" "To shower. Wanna join me?" She nods her head a no and I shrug my shoulders. Before walking to the restroom I tell her, "You know where I'm at if you need me." I walk to the restroom, leaving the door slightly opened and strip out of my pajamas. I turn on the hot water and let all my thoughts fade once the burning water hits my back.

"Harry? What do you want to eat," Riley yells from the kitchen. "How about you babe?" I smirk at my choice of words and wonder if she is tensed up right this moment. "I'm not in the menu babe," she yells from the kitchen. "Why can't you be?" "Because I'm the desert Harry," she says and I bet she is biting her bottom lip. "Even better," I yell back at her. "Babe for real what do you want," she says and enters the bathroom. "I could go for pancakes with bacon, eggs, and sausages," I suggest. "That sounds good right now with this cold weather we are having outside," she says and leaves me to shower in silence.

After showering and getting my thoughts unclouded, I change into some sweats and stay shirtless. I walk to the kitchen and find Riley on the floor crying her eyes out. "Babe? W-what's wrong?" I kneel down to her level. "Why is it I'm losing everyone I love?" She looks up at me from her hands and I see her beautiful eyes blood red. "What are you talking about?" "John Luke he's in the hospital for god knows what. I-if he leaves too my family that I only know and mostly everyone that I love will be gone. Why me? Why is God taking everyone from me?"

"I'm sorry baby but you'd still have me. I know I'm not your family but we have basically our own little family. We can start our own little family?" "Harry I know you're my family but I barely even met my brother and he's leaving?" Seeing her like this breaks me, I mean I have seen her so many times like this but they were all my fault but this one isn't. "I have to go," she says taking me out of my thoughts. "Where? Why?" "To the hospital where else Harry?" "Oh. Well can I come," I ask her. "Please come," she says. I nod my head and help her up from the floor.